Title: We Are The Nobodies Today I am dirty
Author: Pikadaj
Summary: Tala thinks that he's a nobody, can Kai change his mind? TalaxKai
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
Kai... I know you can never love me the way that I love you... But maybe, just maybe... You can try?
Today I am dirty
I want to be pretty
Tomorrow, I know I'm just dirt
No... Who am I kidding... You will never love me... I mean... Look at me! I'm disgusting! I'm filth!
I'm a nobody...
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are
I'm raised in the abbey among the poor children, kept in the dirt like I was some scum... They thought that I was nothing, just like the others... But you saw and you came... You saved me that day, Kai... That day that you told your grandfather and Boris that I could do so much more... That day that you and I became friends and rivals... But friends most of all...
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are
You healed me when I was broken, mended my hopes when they were crushed... You did everything for me that a friend could do... But there was still one great difference between us... I am a nobody... and you are not...
Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt
I walk up to your studies and let out a sigh. I can't believe what I am going to do... I knock on the door and wait.
"Come in."
I release the breath I can't remember holding in. How will you react?
Yesterday I was dirty
Wanted to be pretty
I know now that I'm forever dirt
I gather my courage and enter. You sit there, staring at the fires, book laying on the floor forgotten. What are you thinking of I wonder?
"Yes?" you ask.
"Huh?" I look up and now see you gazing at me expecting.
Oh yeah... I'm here to say something...
"Kai..." I mumble, looking at the ground.
You stay quiet, waiting for me to continue.
"I... I don't think we should still be... friends..."
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are
You gasp "What?"
I let out a sigh.
"Look, Kai... I appreciate what you have done to me, I really do, but..."
"But what Tala?"
I look up and feel myself drownin in your crimson orbs.
"I love you, but I'm a nobody!" I blurt out, immidiatly embarrased by my choise of words.
We are the nobodies
We wanna be somebodies
When we're dead,
They'll know just who we are
I see you stand up and come towards me.
"You're not a nobody, Tala." you say.
"I am!" I argue.
"Then why is that?"
Okay, you caught me by surprise here.
"Well... I... I'm gay..." I mumble.
"Tala... If that makes you a nobody..." you say smiling, before pressing your lips against mine.
"Then we are the nobodies.
Some children died the other day
We fed machines and then we prayed
Puked up and down in morbid faith
You should have seen the ratings that day