I would give up anything and everything to be next to you. To be able to see you. To hear you. Your laugh. Your voice. That annoyed sound you make when we argue. Your screams. Your cries. To see your smile. Frowns.
I would give up anything to be with you right now. To hug you...hold you...or just be next to you. Be able to laugh at you again.
Anything. As long as I could be with you. We could watch the stars again, or you could throw another lamp at me. Watch you make and eat your crazy food concoctions.
See you reading a book again.
That would be my number one choice. Your grins and grimaces. Squealing and falling over at a good page. Tearing up at a sad one. Blushing at a particularly awkward scene. Or when you finish a book and you hold it to your chest, smiling and crying and putting it up on your shelf.
Best on the top. Good on the middle. Okay on the bottom. Horrible in the small bookshelf. Then going back to your chair and starting another.
God-I want to watch you read your books for the rest of my life. Its like watching the sun rise and set. Something is different every time.
Or when you listen to music. Tapping your foot on the ground, nodding your head, dancing around when you think no one is looking. Jumping on the furniture, singing off key. Its beautiful all the same. Laughing as you trip and fall off the couch, falling to the ground and hopping right back up to dance. I miss everything about you. Your faults all the more.
How you cry when eyes are off you, alone in your room. How you can get so agitated over something that doesn't even have to do with you. Throwing your drawing pad across the room when you cant get an eye right. When you try to find an outfit but have the worst sense of style. Getting bored half way done doing with your hair and end up putting it in a bun. How awed you are by art. Getting giddy when one of your shows starts. Being sincere one moment and completely sarcastic the next. How worried you get over the smallest things. Over thinking one thing and not thinking about another. Being able to bake but never cook. Hating exercise but wanting to be in good shape. Your love of the big questions of the world.
Every little detail about you amazes me. I wish I could bottle you up but there is too much I learn about you everyday to keep in a bottle.
You keep surprising me in what you can do. Chasing you around the world is my dream. I want to be there, seeing you achieve every goal you set. Challenge all the goals you didn't think you could eliminate. I want to argue with you. Smile with you, laugh with you, cry with you.
Learn your every move. Peel your secrets away. Observe your actions and emotions. Sort out your problems. Steal your heart from underneath you. Remind you what its like to have another person in your life. Study every plane of your face for hours. Understand every smile you give me.
Withhold the secrets only we know. Wander around your thoughts and fill your head with mine. Wrap myself in everything you live and breathe. Welcome you into my life. Be the light in your world that you are in mine.
Eliminate the lonely life you had and guide you into the one with me you deserve. More than anything I want to talk to you.
Listen to your arguments and opinions on all every subject in the world.
Your opinions were always my favorite."