So Infuriation has hit a little bit of a snag...if anyone has any ideas or things they want to see happen with that I would very much appreciate it if you'd share. Haha And thank you to the many reviews, favorites, story alerts, etc. that I have already received. They're the reason I keep trying.

Anyway this is just an idea that popped into my head. Something to hopefully help my writer's block and to entertain you as well. So enjoy!

Btw, this is all in Kirk's point of view. And I do NOT own any of this. I only own little Timothy. Hehe XD


In the beginning I spent my days watching her from afar.

She was beautiful, smart, funny…she was perfection.

I worshipped the ground she walked on.

But she didn't know it.

To her I was the farm boy…the dumb hick who "slept with farm animals".

To her I was no better than the dirt under her feet.

But I was so much more than that.

Underneath my womanizer exterior was a lover.

And boy did I love hard.

Boy did I love her.

Not a day went by that I didn't think about her…that I didn't wonder about her.

There were many times when I called out her name while with another woman.

Uhura.

Because she was all I wanted. All I needed.

And I could never get her off my mind.

But to be honest, I wasn't trying to.