CHAPTER 1

It's been almost a month and a half of silence from Maura to Jane since the events of the shooting at the warehouse, in which Patty Doyle was seriously injured by Agent Dean and Agent Dean was shot dead by Patty Doyle.

Meanwhile at the precinct a spaced out, depressed, and a disheveled Jane Rizzoli walks into the bullpen just shy of being late.

Going to try and talk to Maura again today, this month and a half has been hell without her. I just love her so much I don-, wait a minute? Where the hell did that come from? And why does it feel so…right? Jane is so deep in thought on the way to her desk she only comes out of her thoughts once she hears Crowe talking to her.

"Yo, Rizzoli! You look like shit." Crowe says.

"Why don't you shut your mouth and go fuck yourself." Jane retorts.

"Woah I take it someone is about to have their little girls day or is the queen of the dead still not giving it up to you." Then after a pause, "seriously Rizzoli just tap that ass, maybe then she'll forgive you for shooting that piece of shit mob father of hers."

Jane turns on Crowe so fast and has him pinned up to the wall by his neck that nobody could do anything about it but sit and watch.

"Don't talk about her like that, you piece of shit!" Jane says while tightening the hold she has on Crowes neck.

"I mean if you're not going to be tapping that anytime soon then send her my way, I can make her forget all about her best friend Jane Rizzoli that shoots mob bosses, while I'm tapping that fine ass." Crowe manages to squeak out.

Once Crowe finishes Jane is seeing red. So she doesn't think twice about the punches and kicks she's giving Crowe. While she's kicking Crowe's ass she doesn't hear Maura's heels come to a halt or Korsak and Frost coming to pull her off of Crowe.

"Jane, stop! He's out!" Says Frost, but still Jane doesn't stop.

"Rizzoli stop! That's an order!" Korsak jumps in while having Frost pull her off of Crowe.

As soon as they get Jane off of Crowe Jane becomes aware of Maura's presence once she hears the sound of her heels going in the direction of the elevators. Once she's aware of this she starts running after her. I have to tell her how I feel and how sorry I am, I need to get her to forgive me. That's all Jane has going through her head that she almost loses the beautiful ME in the crowd.

"Maura! Please wait!" Jane yells but Maura only starts walking faster.

So Jane starts running faster until she's able to gently grab the ME's arm and turn her around. When Maura turns around she doesn't look happy, in fact she looks pretty pissed.

"What do you want Detective?!" Maura quietly yells.

At the sound of being called Detective Jane flinches as if she's been physically slapped by the ME.

"Maura, I just want to talk to you. Can we please talk somewhere in private?"

"Now why would I want to speak to you Detective?"

"Maura please, I'm sorry. I miss you and I just need to speak to you."

"You NEED to speak to me?! What about what I needed, huh Jane?! I NEEDED my best friend to not shoot my father! But look, I didn't get what I needed. So how about you not talk about what you needed when you didn't listen to my needs."

"Maura, I was just doing my j-" Jane doesn't get to finish, because as soon as she's about to finish Maura silences her with an actual physical backhand.

"I'm sick and tired of hearing you say that! So just stop using that as an excuse!"

Jane wasn't expecting the slap and is pretty surprised when she lifts her hand to her face and to feel the blood on her slightly split lip. At this moment Jane just wants to get Maura to a somewhat secluded place away from all of the nosey eyes that are watching the scene in front of the elevators. So Jane grasps Maura's elbow tight enough so she can't escape, but not tight enough to leave a bruise and drags her to the handicapped ladies room and locks the door.

"What do you think you're doing?!" Maura yells.

"I'm trying to talk to you!" Jane yells back.

"There's nothing for you to say to me that I haven't heard from your mouth! It's always the same thing! 'Maura I'm so sorry, please forg-'"

"I love you Maura!" Jane interrupts.

"What?" Maura says while staring at Jane as if her eyes are going to pop right out of their sockets.

"Well that got you to shut you up." Maura just glares at Jane. "Maura, I'm in love with you, it hurts to be without you! I don't want to live without you anymore! I miss your laugh, I miss all of your google talk, I miss the way you used to look at me. Hell, I even miss Bass. Also, I think you feel the same way about me. Please Maura, I'm so sorry for hurting you. He just swung the gun toward me and Frost and I thought he was going to shoot. I was trying to protect all of us! " Maura just stands there glaring at Jane, fuming. "Well Maur, are you going to say anything?"

"How dare you Detective Rizzoli!" Maura yells in response.

"What?" A confused Jane says.

"I used to feel something around those lines for you. But how can I feel something like that for someone who's a murderer! You know, you're just like Patty Doyle! The only difference is that you're justified with your little badge to get away with your killings!" After a pause Maura continues. "I hate you Jane Rizzoli! I don't want to see you around anymore! You despise me! Now please leave me alone and get out of my life or else I'll be forced to place a restraining order on you."

By the end of Maura's rant, Jane is quietly sobbing.

"Y-You don't meant that M-Maur." Jane manages to squeak out through her tears.

"Oh believe me, I do. I REALLY do. Better start learning how to live without me Detective because we're through."

With those last words, Maura leaves a broken Jane Rizzoli sobbing on the bathroom floor, drowning in her thoughts.

How can she just say those things after I just laid my heart on the line to her? She couldn't have meant those things…But Maura can't lie…What am I going to do now?

So this is my very first Rizzles Fan Fiction. I always read Rizzle fanfiction but i thought it would be a fun challenge to try and write my own.

Please take it easy on me guys. I don't write very much stories and or dialogue.

Working on chapter 2 right now!

Please Review and let me know what you think! Suggestions would be pretty cool also.

Thanks Guys!