"Damen I -" I looked at him wanting to fall right into him just for him to hug me until I stopped crying but knowing never again can I touch him never again can I cry with him comforting me not since roman was killed not since our hope and the antidote to the "antidote" went with it.

"Ever we'll figure something out we cant be separated forever we- just cant its not possible you and I aren't Ever bloom, Damen Auguste we are Damen and Ever us together forever and always eternity we are bound to find a way to undo what he did for whatever reason he did it."

"how can you be so sure how can you know what knowledge could you possibly-" "Come with me" that's when it hit me a possibility on how to fix the problem 1 of many we face our worst yet "the halls of knowledge" I said as we walked through the portal to our help we oh so desperately need.

As I stepped in the large white-crème marble doors his hand in mine well almost, we decided wed split up hed ask to find how roman found the antidote in the first place and myself to look for how to make it.

I walked into the lobby mind filled with anxiousness then I see him step out too I motion tward the doors and he follows "so what did you find out?"

"I think I found something that will help" we both said in unison

"I found a way to sort of make it but I don't understand some of it they said that um well we needed some seriously hard to find ingredients and I honestly don't think we can do it there um -"

"Ever do you honestly doubt our hope and ability to do this for each other?" "No it I just don't want you to get hurt I cant risk losing you again, and I hope I never have to. But, if there is no other way and you want to do this together then I guess we will. So what did you find out?"

"He found the ingredients in 200 BC and had help from a few other immortals I'm sure we can go talk to them but I honestly don't really think they'll help us very much I mean they were trained by roman… also I got a few ingredients myself some easily acquired by Jude others not so easily found."

Jude I hadn't talked to him since that night when he killed all hope left inside my heart though I thought my hope was fading long before that , I hadn't shown up at work either he probably found a replacement by now speaking of work my aunt Sabine NOT HAPPY she found out I was Avalon and well lets just say it was either tell her everything or let her stay mad and since Mr. not any help whatsoever over here didn't tell me what to do the situation is … Pending at the moment.

"So where shall we begin?" I asked trying to act like a knight on a mission

"I was thinking the ingredients acquirable by Jude but you should probably do that meanwhile I ll be at the house looking for the immortals meet up in an hour?"

"Ok, see you soon"

I was Not Happy I Did Not Want to See Jude Any Time Soon! UGH!