TRIGGER WARNING: There is suicide and character deaths.
I wrote this because I had just read some dark fanfiction that inspired me and it also helped with my writer's block for my other story (Because, i need you) This is a three part story.
I wrote this so you can read both parts as either Dan or Phil. When I wrote this I read the first part as Dan and the second as Phil and then swapped them. I originally wrote this as a phanfiction but you can read this story as basically any ship if you change a few words.
Disclaimer: All I own is the storyline :)
I grab the gun,
Set the letters on my bed,
Leave the voice messages.
Hopefully he will see it,
Hopefully I have made it clear enough.
I am done.
I watched him grow.
Watched him bring girls home,
And then leave them in two weeks.
The fame got too much for him,
I silently observed his lack of content on YouTube.
I watched as he posted his final video,
I saw him bring her into the flat everyday.
It was like I wasn't his flatmate,
He was different, he changed.
It wasn't about some British guys on the internet anymore for him.
He wanted a real life.
But not with me.
I swallow my pride,
Post the video,
Pull the trigger.
I see him run in with her as I collapse. He falls to the ground of my room, She stands there in shock, Clueless.
I take a last breath,
And utter my final words
"I love you"
He doesn't hear me.
Goodbye world.