Hmmm, So I just watched the RPG episode ~ where Natsume goes through and Mikan ends up as his slave. I was kind of disappointed because Natsume tricks Mikan off the carpet but she doesn't really have a big reaction to it (or at least it isn't shown). I think it's sweet that she cares for him enough to jump off without any hesitations, but it didn't lead anywhere, unfortunately. Sighs...Anyways, this is what I wish would have happened after that scene. Cept in this version, I've decided to make them just a bit older. So! Here we go!

Also! This is completely from the anime ~ so at this point, Mikan doesn't know about her other alice, and Aoi hasn't been rescued or anything.

And of course, I don't own Gakuen Alice or any of the characters!

Ages:

Mikan, Natsume, etc. ~ 15

Tsubasa, Misaki ~ 18

"So you made it this far? Well, here's your challenge - you have thirty seconds to get me off this carpet without touching me. Know that your alice is useless Natsume! I'll just nullify it," I stated, somewhat surprised he managed to get to me so quickly. Either way, I can't let him through or else Tsubasa-senpai is gonna be in a bit of trouble.

Suddenly I felt this awful crawling sensation on my skin. Imagine my surprise when there was this disgusting cockroach on me. That stupid Natsume! Throwing such a creature on me! Wait… did I say cockroach? AHHHHHHHHHH GET IT OFF GET IT OFF WHAT IF IT BITES ME? WHAT IF I TURN INTO SOME MUTANT SUPERHERO THAT THROWS WEBS AROUND… Ah, wait that was a spider, wasn't it? UGH WELL, YOU GET THE IDEA!

But... if I get off the carpet now then Tsubasa-senpai...UGH DAMMIT! Fine! Natsume you've declared war! AND I WON'T LOSE YOU HEAR ME?

"J-Just what are you trying to accomplish by throwing this...thing...on me? I...I ABSOLUTELY AM NOT scared of bugs, cockroaches, butterflies (Yikes I hate those the most. The way they just flutter around and stare at you like you're their dinner) or anything of that sort Natsume!" I exclaimed, trying to ignore my fear.

"Is that so, Polka? Then why are you trembling? Hmph, idiot. I know you're scared of bugs. You'll probably get off that carpet in the next three seconds" Natsume calmly responded.

So maybe I am trembling, but how did he find out? I thought I… WAIT JUST A MINUTE! WHAT DID HE CALL ME? THREE SECONDS? THAT'S IT! I flicked the cockroach off me angrily and smirked at that stupid cat. Let's see him get me off this blasted carpet now.

Natsume just rose an eyebrow, and he was about to say something when he fell. When he started panting I lost it. The truth is, and I haven't told anybody this, but I've started to… fall for him. I resisted it for as long as I could but for some reason, I fell in love. AND IT MAKES ME SO MAD! WHAT THE HELL DOES HE EVEN HAVE GOING FOR HIM? HE'S JUST A RUDE, COLD, ARROGANT, HOT, SEXY….

WAIT WHAT? UGH! But… I… All I want is for him to smile. It's been five years now and the Academy still makes him go on those awful missions. Every time he goes I feel so helpless and lost because there's nothing I can do to stop it. All I can do is be with him, but just when I feel like I've gotten closer to him he pushes me. I can't even pinpoint just when I fell for him, or why seeing how he always distances himself. Always playing the bad guy, and never telling me what he really feels or thinks. I'm starting to reach my breaking point-nothing works with him.

That's why… when he agreed to play our RPG I was so happy. I thought just maybe we could get him to relax. But now… he's on the ground, hurt and it's all my fault. If he hadn't hurt himself protecting me from Reo-I bet he isn't fully healed yet. Which is why I immediately jumped off the carpet.

"NATSUME! PLEASE! YOU CAN'T DIE! I NEED YOU; WE ALL NEED YOU! Natsu-"

"Stu~pid. I can't believe you actually fell for that. Hmph, well once an idiot always an idiot. Now move. It's time to make that shadow freak my slave" Natsume interrupted with a smirk, getting up and slinking away. I could feel my shock slowly giving way to sadness.

I'm always watching. Always chasing him, but it doesn't make any difference to him. My worries, my smiles, my attempts to cheer him up- he doesn't care at all does he? Pulling such a stunt on me-does he have any idea how much it hurts? I'm such an idiot, just like he said. After all, he wouldn't know how many sleepless nights I've had during his missions, how many times I've bothered Hotaru just to check her surveillance system outside the academy to see if he's on his way home. To see if… he's hurt again.

"...Natsume no baka…. NATSUME YOU IDIOT!" I shrieked, tears running down my face as I ran past his shocked face to Tsubasa-senpai. Would he never understand? Would he never care for me... The way I cared for him? The way I loved him?

Ummmmm… Ahaha Ya, I know it needs some more work. But I tried! Sighs, well the next part will be up soon.

3 Bree-Chan