Hi this is my new story and it's been told before but this is my spin on it hope you guys like it. I won't have an update schedule because I write when I get inspired… I do have the first 3 chapters written already so I might post them now I don't know….. Anyway please leave a review and tell me if you like thanks!

Hello my name is Isabella Swan and this is my story. You might call some of my decisions stupid and I agree with you some of them are, but I'm also only a 17 year old high school student and even though I may consider myself mature in many areas of life when it comes to love I'm just as stupid as everyone else. But I must digress because I'm already making excuses for myself without telling what it is that happened.

I guess I should start from the beginning. I am the heiress to the Swan fortune. I travelled with my parents around the world until I started kindergarten. Then they decided that they wanted me to go to school so that I could have a normal childhood. They decided to settle down in Forks Washington because they said "nothing ever happens in Forks".

They had lived here during the 8th month pregnancy because the doctor had said she shouldn't travel. He didn't know what he was asking both my parents literally couldn't stay in one place for too long in one single place. It was like a compulsion they had to keep moving, but for me they tried.

It was here in Forks that they met William and Sarah Black, another pregnant couple.

Fate my mother calls it. They became fast friends in those months and both gave birth literally one week from each other. Jake was born first then me. My parents were visiting Mrs. Black when my mom went into labor; she says that she had just seen him when her water broke. She says that Jacob's presence caused me to want to be born.

I was born and a couple of weeks later my parents decided that enough was enough and it was time to move on to the next place with the Black family of course. Like I mentioned before we travelled until both Jake and I started kindergarten. We both were very excited but Jake was even more so because this was the first time he would be around other boys, let's just say that they thought we didn't need anyone else. Our parents are convinced that we are destined to be together. Too many coincidences they say so they betrothed us to one another at the young age of 2. The probably would've done it sooner but they probably didn't know how to approach the subject...with each other.

They stayed with us up until we were both 11 years old then they sat us down and explained to us that they couldn't stay any longer but that we would be staying behind in Forks since we had so many friends and had to finish school. They begged us to understand that they couldn't stay and that they would visit often.

They did visit and called and video chatted with us both very much present in our lives but it wasn't the same.

Jacob realized his new found freedom for once in his life he didn't have to be with me 24/7. He could hang out with other boys and play the games boys played instead of playing with me. He didn't abandon me completely he still hung out with me though not as much. As we grew up those boys he preferred became girls he was dating. It wasn't anything serious since we both knew we would end up together. It's natural I guess to want to be with girls, but I just wish he would've turned towards me for that company but all those reminders about our destiny turned to nagging for Jake along the way.

Sure he cared about me but more in a sister/friend way and I never could figure out a way to get out of that zone. I could never figure out how to get him to see me as a girl.

If you haven't figured it out already I'm in love with Jacob. Our mothers' "nagging" worked on me. I was never really worried about his girlfriends I knew they wouldn't last, but I guess it was around my 15th birthday that I started to care and slightly worry about how our marriage would be like if he didn't love me. Would he divorce me or would he even marry me in the first place.

I did want to be with him for the rest of my life. I had to get him to fall in love with me but nothing I did worked until finally a couple of months after our 17th birthday that he finally turned towards me. I was finally going to get him everything was finally going well for me that's until Tanya caught Jacob's eye. It was love at first sight he says. Bulshit! It was more like lust at first sight. It hurt more than I would've thought, after all the others, way more.

"Our" friends had all sided with him. That hurt, why even my best friend Leah sided with him. They all accepted her. I was bitter and hurt so when I heard about Mike and Tyler's party I decided to go get drunk and decide what to do next. I may have drunk more then I should've but when I figured out my plan I had to drink more to have some courage.

You see to get Jacob back I had to join Edward's gang more importantly I had to become Edward's girl…

"Hey" I said tapping the back of Edward's shoulder.

"I need to talk to you" I slurred

"Well well well if it isn't Ms. Izzy" he says as he turns around.

"Now what do I owe this pleasure to?"

"Are you being sarcastic with me? Whatever I don't care I need to talk to you… alone" I say looking around at his friends.

He looks at his friends.

"It's alright guys you can leave us alone I don't think Ms. Izzy here can harm me" he says laughing.

They all laugh with him.

"So what do you want to talk about?" he asks once they're gone. "What could we possibly have to talk about"

He turns back around, in his original position, and takes a swig from his beer. I go and take the empty seat beside him.

"Tanya and Jacob" I respond.

That stops him mid swig.

"What about them?"

"I want Jake back and I assume you want Tanya back right?"

"Wrong! I don't want her back that's why I broke up with her"

"Yeah I'm sure that's why you're sitting here all alone and she's with…" I couldn't say it not out loud it hurt too much,

"You aren't going to cry on me are you?"

"No" I say dabbing away at the tears that were threatening to fall.

"Good" is all he says and it stays quiet for a long time.

"Let's say I wanted to help you out what did you have in mind? Pretend to date?" he says laughing

I stay quiet.

"Oh shit that's your plan isn't it?"

Again I remain quiet.

"Oh come on you can't be serious? That will never work! This isn't a movie princess."

I didn't like the way he was talking to me and the way he said "princess" rubbed me the wrong way.

"Look I need to date someone to make him see me as a….woman." god it was so humiliating saying this especially to someone like Edward. "He already loves me he just needs to see me as a girl"

"And dating me would do that? Why don't you just date someone else? You're one of Forks' most eligible bachelorettes"

"I'm not sure I can trust anyone else"

"But you trust me?" he asks skeptically.

"No not really but I wouldn't have to lie to you about my feelings and since we have a common goal I know you'll work just as hard and won't blab about it later"

"Common goal? What's that?" he asks confused

"Are you stupid? Getting back our exes of course"

He laughs

"I said I didn't want Tanya back didn't you hear?"

I opened my mouth to protest but before I could say anything he continues "we were talking about a hypothetical situation. I said if I wanted to help you"

"But but you have to help me! You practically owe me! If you had kept Tanya then Jake would be with me" I say and then grab his beer and take a drink from it.

"I don't owe you anything and about the whole Jacob thing well honestly sooner or later he would've found someone else and broken up with you because he doesn't love you" he says taking his beer back .

"Yes he does" I say in a kind of childish voice and take his beer again and taking another drink. "Just not as a girl he would date but as a little sister."

"Ok so you want him to see you've grown up fuck there are better ways to do that girl put on a mini skirt and a revealing top and that will do just fine." He says

"First of all I'm not a slut and second I want him to FALL IN LOVE with me"

"Iz it seems that for all you say you know Jacob you still don't know or realize that he doesn't want 'love' right now he wants sex"

"He isn't like you and he has to fall in love with me before…" before we turn 18 or else we'll both be miserable.

"Besides" he says taking back his beer "I can see why being with a stud like me would help you but what do I get from it? I don't want Tanya back so…."

"What do you get? You get to be with me, you said so yourself I'm one of Forks' most eligible bachelorettes"

He laughs

A throat clears behind us.

"It's ok Jimmy you can come forward" he says without turning back.

"I thought I'd bring you guys a new beer since you're sharing and that one must be pretty empty….uh here should I bring another one…?"

"No this one will do. Thanks Jimmy"

Jimmy turns and leaves without another word.

"So where were we? Oh yeah you want to be my girl. Izzy you don't know what you're doing you're drunk"

"I'm not…ok yeah I am drunk but I made this decision before I was drunk. I just needed liquid courage"

I take the new bottle, which Jimmy was kind enough to open, and take a drink.

"Look Isabella I don't think you realize what it is you're asking"

"Yes I do! That's why I needed the liquid courage" I interrupt.

"So you're prepared to sleep with me?" he asking looking directly into my eyes.

"I'm determined to be your girl and I will do anything to get you"

"Wow I'd be flattered if I didn't know your reasoning."

"Cut the crap Edward are you going do it or not?"

"What are you going to do if I say no?" he asks

"I don't know go look for someone else I guess"

He doesn't say anything.

"Am I really that unattractive that you don't want to sleep with me?" I say beginning to cry.

Was I really that undesirable?

"It's not that I just want to make sure you're sure. I don't want you to regret it later"

"I won't. I have to get Jacob back and this will get him back for me I'm sure"

He takes a deep breath

"Ok let's go"

I look up at him "really?"

"Yeah let's go?"

He helps me up and we walk to his friends. The beers are really getting to me now. He's practically carrying me.

"Tony my Keys" he orders.

I lean towards him.

"Isabella and I are going to take a ride alone. You guys can leave whenever you want. I'll talk to you guys later."

We turn and head to the front door.

"Where are we going exactly?"

He laughs

"Have you forgotten already?"

"No I'm just curious where you're taking me to you know"

"How about your house? You do live alone after all"

I nod

The ride there is quiet and fast.

"Come on" he says as he helps me out of the car.

"Where are your keys?"

I hand him my bag. It takes him a couple of seconds but he manages to find them.

"Nobody will be here right?" he asks

"Nope" I say popping the "p" I relocated them to Jacob's house for the weekend.

"Ok. Where's your room?" he asks

After that my memory goes a bit fuzzy but I remember us getting to my room. He started kissing my neck and I somehow ended up in the bed and after that everything goes completely blank.

This is the way I will tell my story if you don't like it don't read it.