So this is just a role play that me and my friend had late one night and I really wanted to post it. Don't judge me.
Tony Stark-Rogers sat his computer desk, watching as every test for his new iron man suit fail. He puts his head down on the table, a little startled when a set of hands wrap around his waist.
"Tony is everything okay?" Steve asks.
"Yeah, Things just haven't really been working out today...um, how was your day?" Tony asked in a mellow tone.
"Fine I guess. Tony listen you have been down in the lab for 3 days now, I miss you.'' Steve pulled the shorter man's head up, looking him in the eye. "Tell me what's wrong.''
"Well it's...it's just that I've been over thinking things again. I haven't been getting much sleep because of it. I don't know why I think these thing, but I just do. I have nightmares because I think about it all the time. I swear someone just wants me to have these dreams. I just don't know what to do about it Steve.'' Tony nuzzled his head on the supersoilders chest, but he didn't cry because Starks aren't allowed cry.
"Tony baby, why didn't you tell me? and what have you been dreaming about?'' Steve brought the genius closer to his chest, if that was even possible.
"I didn't tell you because I didn't want you to worry or think I was stupid for thinking and dreaming about it, and I-I I've been thinking about what if you died in battle or something, but I just I don't know and I'll have dreams about it. They've been getting worse and worse.'' Tony grabs the captains shirt in his fists. "I JUST CAN'T STAND THE THOUGHT OF LOSSING YOU.'' His grip goes limp and he starts to cry on Steve's shoulder. "I just can't..."
"Tony look at me.'' Steve lifts Tony's face with his index finger. Tony's brown eyes filled with Tears and pain. "Tony if something were to ever happen I Would still be right there with you, and I Doubt anything like that would happen because we always have each others backs.'' Steve said sweetly
"I just want them to stop. Some days I just avoid sleep because I'm scared of what I might dream.'' Tony said, fear showing in his voice.
"Tony next time you can't sleep or had a nightmare, wake me up and I promise I will be right there to help you. Promise me you won't bottle this up, I love you to much to see you in pain and scared.'' Steve whispered the last part.
Later that night Tony had joined his lover in bed Trying to get some sleep. It felt like he had only gotten a few minutes of sleep when he awoke from another terrifying dream, but this time instead of returning to his lab, he shook Steve's shoulder. The blonde immediately sat up, scanning the dark room he stopped when he saw a scared shaking from before him. He quickly wrapped his arms around the smaller frame.
"Are you okay?" Steve questioned
"Yeah, I think I'm okay.'' Tony relaxed against his husband, Finally breathing again.
Tony feel asleep and was not awoken from another nightmare.