Disclaimer: I don't own Ben ten, though I own a Kevin plushie. I love it.

Gwen: o.o

Kevin: don't ask.

Warnings: Child abuse, Drug abuse, and probably a lot more goodies.

Kevin always felt useless. Even has a little kid, cowering in the corner of his parents apartment while they argued and screamed. Then when he was alone on the streets, and couldn't even keep a stray dog alive. He ended up killing and destroying everything he touched when he used his power, and without it, he was weak.

He hated being weak. He hated being looked down on, so he fought and kicked and screamed. He didn't want pity, because that was no better then disgust. He'd rather be hated them pitied.

So he became the monster his parents envisioned him to be, fighting gangs and living in the subway like an outcast. Then he met Ben. Then he betrayed his first friend, and became a real monster.

He could still remember staring at his reflection, horrified by what he had become. What child would not? All he had left was his stupid hair, hair he got from the parents who left him to die in the streets because he was a freak.

Then he remembered the null void and Arena, the only places he had ever belonged. A monster of destruction, a terror to all. He was made to fight, to kill and maim and destroy.

Then he met Ben again, and with him, Gwen. He was horrified by his feelings at first, thinking he would destroy her also. Of course, Gwen proved she was stronger then he thought, and both tried their hand at fixing him.

Ben gave up a long time ago, though. When Kevin had betrayed him, stabbed him in the back, and nearly killed him.

However, he clearly remembered his parents, everything. The fists, the curses, the hatred towards the freak of a son. They had wanted a perfect, handsome son who would turn the family around. Instead they got a monster.

They got Kevin.

Believe it or not this is the begining of a story. I've always been curious at Kevin's past and just why he was so messed up, so now i'm trying to act it out. It's probably a lot worse then the real thing, I like to torture Kevin.