So I kinda needed a teense weese tiny half-break from 'Brother's At Last' so I decided to write this miny yaoi. If you don't like, don't read.

Warning; Yaoi, Incest, Male Pregnecy

Chapter 1: Unknown feelings

The last thing one would have expected was feelings that weren't returned. Unrequited as one would often call it. One always feels that 'love' should be returned ten-fold, strong and unrelenting. Fairy-tail endings are nice too. Living in a big castle, a noble to some foreign land, with a large army and plenty of money to go around. To have a nice garden and luxurious rooms, meals fit for Kami, and servents to fill ones bath. Children with royal blood and a beautiful lady and handsome lord.

Feelings are so under-rated. One could feel such, have a passion that burns so hot it outmatches the sun, and yet those feelings can be quickly extinguished. Roses and courtship do not sustain over time. All things end. 'Love at first site' often fades, leaving two broken, bitter hearts in its wake.

A mother always teaches her daughter how to be the perfect house-wife. They are taught to cook, clean, raise heirs, and provide for the males sexual pleasure. And they are to do this with no complaints. The males of the household always come first. The woman's needs are the last to be taken care of.

On the other hand, the fater teaches the son how to become a man. They are taught the essentials of farming the land, hunting for food, and proving for their family. Young boys are taught at a young age the ways of the samurai; respect, dissipline, and loyalty.

Thus are the human ways. Rather slow to advance, they have yet to find the true meaning of love. They have not found that certain song that draws you to your one and only soul mate. They are deaf to both ears and blind of the heart.

And yet humans can say the same of demons. We are everything that a human should fear. Stronge, itelligent, and able to stave of the feelings of others. We are destructours of the earth, the killers of all time, the cold-hearted fighters that have taken many a life.

But we are whole. We more often than not know where we're going and who we are. We have a certain bearing with our soul and a reality with the world. We know what is going on and we know how to deal with it.

Yet in the same way, we have no idea where in the hell we stand on this infinant earth. We don't know what we are or where are soul is or where we are going. We can't decifer our love song if we cannot hear it. We cannot hear our love song if we are not listening.

I did not listen to my love song. I did not know it when the melody would crescendo every time I was near him, decrescendo every time I was away from him. Scream out with all its might when I would strike him down, go silent when I was unsure of where he was. Mellow out when I was deprived of him. Hum when I thought of us together.

I did not listen because my affiliation with this certain person would cause such an uproar with who I am, that all is impossible with him. The thought of such a retch near me, being my mate, was of such an undescribable nature that not even now can I explain in such terms that one like you would understand. I would spend all my might, close to exhaustion, on trying to block its overwhelming tune from my heart.

Though I could not.

And thus I simply gave up. There seemed nothing better to do.

That's when I began to notice the changes. At first these changes confussed me, but as time went by, they became so normal to my daily being that I could almost tell when they would occur. It became so natural, that I often found myself slipping up, allowing my feelings to almost show.

Most who know me would say that I am strict, an all-powerfull demon lord who has no faults and is afraid of nothing. On the contrary, I lack much power, not coming close to the strength of my father, often find myself giving in the will of Rin and am afraid of these feeling welling up inside my stomach.

Some of these feelings build up so much, it feels as if they might just concure me and completely take me over. I know not what do with them, I was never taught. I have no such skills in match-making and courtship that most humans are required, demons as well. I had never thought them of any importance.

Love to me is an unknown subject. As much as I have seen, love is nothing but a thin line that beings dance upon when they want to entertain.They throw all their soul into the flames and watch as it burns ever so slowly through the night.

And that is why I have never done such a thing before, tried to participate in this love game. I was not so keen as to give up my soul to something that was not concrete. I would never do such a thing.

But when my unknown love had lost his love, I willingly began to play the game in order to save him. I do believe it was actually my inner beast, subdued and restricted from him for so long, that awoke the thoughts in the back of my head and chilled my heart. I realized that I could fight it no longer. I needed him.

The Great Dog Demon Sesshomaru needed his little brother as a mate.

And so I went for him.

It was my servent, Jaken, who had told me of my little brothers heart break. He had lost the miko in a battle and was unable to draw her back. And thus he thought it better to end his own feeling for any being on this earth.

I left with a haste, ordering A-Un to watch over Jaken and Rin, for I knew I did not have much time. I had to get to him quick, my heart quite litteraly depended upon him.

I did not have time to ask question, ponder upon my freshly awakened feelings. I had to get to him before he did anything drastic. I had to confess.

I willed my legs to move faster.

When I arrived, I found my brother resting beside newly upturned soil, still lose from the miko's burrial. It had been placed appropriately below the place where they had first met, the Goshinboku Tree.

He did not growl, sneer or send my way a nasty remark. He simply looked upon me with eyes so dead and dull, I did not recognize them as my brothers at all. When I approached, he watched me carefully but made no move to rebel. It was as though he knew not who I was.

This saddened me.

My mate.

He was hurting and I was unable to comfort him the way I should have.

I sat down beside him, not saying a word.

It wasn't untill right before nightfall that he actually turned to me, eyes saddened and puffy from his tears, and spoke five simple words.

"You're the one, aren't you?"

I nodded to him and he nodded back, instantly understanding what the wordless answer meant.

He turned to the shrine dedicated to Kagome and kissed it.

"Is it alright Kagome? Can I have him?"

A gentle breeze was all the answer he needed.

"Thank you."

He turned back to me, and, without thinking climbed into my lap and began to kiss me.

Shock made me unresponsive, and I do believe that disturbed him, for he pushed his hands down my pants and pressed hardly onto my erection.

That jolted my beast inside of me and I eagerly claimed his lips with my. At first, the kiss was hard, not at all passionate, only agressive. We were the dance of two lovers trying to decide who had the dominance. Yet in the end, I subdued, allowing him to lead.

That's when the kiss became passionate. So passionate that a heavy moan rolled from my lips, hot with passion. He took that fault in my lips and lunged his tounge forward, claiming my cavern. I felt the hot, wetness of his tounge as it rolled in my mouth; first at my tounge, then along the sides and then all over. He tasted so damn good.

It wasn't until he needed air that I was able to take over. I tilted his head to the side, revealing his luscious throat. It looked so delicious. I licked it, watching as he squirmed under my torture. I began to lick more passionately, harder than was necessary. I smiled onto his neck, giving a tiny nibble here and there.

His free hand had been entwined in my hair for some time, tightining every time I would suck. I felt him pull gently at my hair and I obeyed very slowly. I trailed a line of kisses up his neck, along his chin, to his ear, his hairline, everywhere but his lips.

He moaned, bucking his hips into mine. A very animalistic growl tore from my lips. I claimed his lips once again, not letting him even demand dominance, in a way I knew he wouldn't try. Our mouths molded together for quite some time, almost bruisingly crushing each other.

That was until his other hand, which had gone unnoticed since his initial attack, squeezed my hard, throbbing erection again. This time I bucked into his hand, demanding that he do it agian. To my astonishment, he did not.

I released his lips, only to find him looking with guilty eyes at the shrine that sat just beside us. I kissed his nose and nibbled one of his ears.

"We can go somewhere else, my love." I proposed lovingly into his ear. "If you would like."

"Kagome ... I ..."

I stilled him with a kiss, rubbing his cheek affectionately with mine.

"Love. It will be all right. She has already given you permission."

"Hai."

Though this did not appease me. If I knew my brother correctly, and I was sure I did, I knew he would never agree to that proposal so easily. He was so far into the loss of his love, that he could not understand the concept of letting go. And for the first time in my entire life, I understood exactly how that might have felt. He was hurting on the inside. I had to get him away from here.

"Come, love." I stood, pulling him with me. "I shall take you somewhere relaxing. Help you to forget."

"Damn." He was back, and that made me smile. "I need you and I know Kagome already said okay. But ... I talked to her about this a while ago. About my feelings for you."

He leaned against my chest, wrapping his arms about my neck. I nuzzled his hair, inhailing his sent while I pulled him closer to me.

"I needed her to help me get over it. I told her I would. But that would have never happened, would it?"

"No."

"If she had lived, I still would have loved you?"

"Hai."

"So I lied to her?"

"You gave her an answer for something you was unsure of. You was unsure of your feelings. As was I. But now it will all work out between us. I promise you that."

"So, you're not affraid to take a half demon as a mate?"

"No. I am affraid of nothing."

"Yeah right. Liar."

"So, do you know what you're getting into?"

"Yeah. It's called the birds and the bees, sex, yaoi. Mating. Right?"

"Hai. Shall we go?"

"Hai, we shall."

A.N./ So I finished this chap in about half an hour. I'm currently working on the second. It should only be three chaps. But if I get enough reviews, I could consider doing a second part. So bye. Hugs from Ryan. And Jesse, of course.