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" Even in my dreams, people disapprove
They say I'm crazy If I erase the world, that makes you mine
Why would I lose you to anybody else ?
No, I can never understand that
I'll make it so that you'll only look at me,
I'll give you everything when we kiss,
I'll give you everything so that you can never leave me I'll keep you in my cold heart
You are my STAR,
I'm your No.1 fan Baby, please take my hand. "
Fan. } Epik High
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It hurts when you love someone you can't have. It hurts even more when that someone is just within your grasp. And it hurts when you look at them and see that they're happy with someone else. Yet .. you can't help but have a tiny sliver of hope. Hope that you will be loved by that someone. Why do we hope ? Why do we continue to yearn affection from this one person ? From this one being out of all the other six billion that inhabit this earth ?
A question that 22-year-old Kim Junsu could not find the answer to. And whenever he thought of it, a piercing pain in his heart broke out.
He propped his chin onto his hand and leaned against the library table, gazing out at the window. The sky was an autumn brown - slowly fading to a lighter shade of yellow. Countless trails of stratus clouds blanketed it. Junsu slowly traced the name Seo JuHyun onto the table top with his finger. His lips curled into a sad smile.
The click of a door broke the silence.
" Hyung ! It's time to go ! You're not gonna stay in this creepy library all night, are you ? " called out the second Jun-bro.
Junsu smiled and slid the chair back in its proper place after he got up.
" I'm not one for staying at libraries. Especially when it's nearly dusk, " he replied.
Junho scoffed, " Yeah right. Stop lying, hyung. I know you used to write poetry a lot. "
The other brother chuckled and trapped the younger one in a headlock, giving him a playful noogie on the head.
" Ah ! That hurts ! Stop it ! "
" Not until you buy me some ice cream, hehe ~ "
Junsu let go of his dongsaeng and patted the boy's head. Junho looked at his elder disapprovingly but walked with him outside anyway. The two walked with their arms slung over each others' shoulders toward the mini-mart.