The real Father
My son has no idea what he is doing battling the Dark Lord.
He is the "Chosen One" I guess, but he does not know who I am to him.
James Potter, Bah! What a jerk, he did not look anything like him, except for the black shaggy hair we both share. I only wish people would stop confusing James Potter's actions with boy behavior. I look like Harry in a way not many have noticed; we both have the same nose. I am sad to say that it amuses me to make fun of Harry friends, their so pathetic. I try to be nice I really do! However, I cannot show the true feelings I have for Harry.
If I could have named him his name would be, Sourvus or Sacen. I not sure which but, definitely something that sounds better then: Harry Snape. That just isn't right, or is it?
Would he give into my plead to change his name to his true fathers wishes? I think not,
I spoke to Albus about me telling him, of Lilly, and I being together…, and Alice…. Oh Alice…
How could Harry ever for give Lilly and I for keeping the truth of his sibling from him?
He would just have to except it. He cannot tell us off about him having a twin… oh no, he can't….
"Hello?" Severus Snape wispered into his phone.
"Severus!" Gasped a familiar voice of a woman he knew so well as Lilly Potter
"Oh, Sevres! I am pregnant with your children! Not James's!" Lilly said sobbing.
"What? What are you saying Lilly? Did you just say 'Children'?" Severus stuttered
"Yes, I'm having two…." Lilly said breaking off at the word they were both dreading: babies.
"How do you know it isn't James's?" Severus said breaking the silence,
"A month ago you and I…uh… Then yesterday….I went to the doctors for my physical and she said I was pregnant…" Lilly said. They were both feeling uncomfortable with this subject and for a while, they were quiet. Severus gritted his teeth in anger and annoyance of this news.
"Where are you?" Severus demanded.
"At one of those Muggle malls near London." Lilly answered sadly
"Can you apperate to my house?" Severus said excited to have Lilly in his presence.
"I think so… be there in a moment." Lilly hung up the phone with a loud click.
Severus waited wanting to hear her voice but, it did not come back through the speakerphone. A soft pop out side his door told Severus she had arrived as she said she would.
Lilly bustled into the tiny room and sat on the sofa not even saying 'hello' or giving him a friendly kiss on the cheek as he hoped she would. Severus walked over to her and sat next to her on the sofa his arm around her shoulders lovingly.
"What is it my dear? What can I do to make this easier for you?" Severus said aiming to kiss her on the cheek but pausing because Lilly had pulled her face away from his. He drew back from her, heart broken and disappointed.
"Did you think this could last forever without James knowing? Did you think he wouldn't care?" Lilly screamed plunging herself into Severus's arms and kissing him till she pulled back out of his love filled grip and said, "What has become of me? Married and yet having another mans children?" Lilly said sobbing and crumpling back into Severus's still open arms just for her to be in.
Severus was dumbfounded for what to say, he could only rock her and kiss her.
"I shall take the children with me if you don't want James to ever set eyes on one of my… children." He said satisfied yet scared at the idea of him being a father.
"No you should take one and I'll take one. How is that? I know it will be cruel for them to be apart but, it's the only way this" She pointed to him then herself and resumed talking. "Can never be revealed." She said setting her head on his chest.
"Well, I think we should start getting positive about this and pick out some names."
Lilly said getting up and snatching a bag Sevres didn't see she brought. Lilly opened it up and magically pulled out a book that was 1 foot long and 5 inches think.
"Okay this is the name book I brought with me that I just bought at the mall, that's why I was there." Lilly said, sitting back down next to Sevres.
"Does James know?" Sevres said looking at her through his long black hair that fell on his face covering his right eye.
"Yes, I can't keep that from him when it's been 9 months can I?" she said giggling at her own joke.
They found several names that both of them liked they were Alice, Dean and Alaseana. They both though Alaseana was a beautiful name for a girl, not to normal still not too crazy.
"I have to go!" Lilly said looking at her wrist and standing up.
"Goodbye my love!" Sevres kissed her. She ran out the door with out saying "Goodbye," and was gone in an instant.
Severus was passing back and forth in front of the hospital doors. Waiting in the darkness of the night, waiting for his daughter and son to be born.
He saw Lilly, through the class doors of the hospital. She burst through the doors frantically with two blankets cradled in her arms.
"Sevres, Alaseana, is yours and Harry will stay with me and James, do not attempt to contact me or Harry in any way at all. Do you understand how bad that could be if James were to find out about this?" she said handing Sevres the blanket that was light pink.
He looked at the little baby in his arms and knew it was his, by the eyes, nose and hair Alaseana had. There was no doubt about it.
"I love you, Sevres, and you, Alaseana!" Lilly said first kissing him, and looking down and kissing her newborn on the forehead.
"Good bye Severus," she said, looking into Severus's eyes. "I love you Alaseana Gladys Snape." She ran back into the hospital and out of Severus's vision. Severus cried over the baby as he walked down the street in the darkness. He disapperated and felt the normal sensation while the baby he held cried in his arms.
