What I am… Is what you'll get
By: Natasha
Author's Note: This is my first Romance fic. It can be either a Jilia or a Xiaoyin. R&R, please.
Disclaimer: This damn disclaimer business is making my blood boil. Alright I'll say it… I DON'T OWN TEKKEN!
Chapter 1
Julia Chang sighed as she went to a 4-poster bed. She plopped onto it and stared at the boring white ceiling. She had broken up with Jin. Her boyfriend. Her first boyfriend. Her only boyfriend. Now, he treated her like shit, thinking he can do whatever he wants and can get away with it. Julia can never believe that act that had just happened to her. She heaved a heavy sigh as she closed her eyes to ease the emotional pain she was now suffering. As she walked into the dark world of dreams, she saw Jin, leaning closer as if he were about to kiss her. But she turned away, leaving him, yelling for her to come back, desperate to see her sweet face.
Julia speaks:
I never thought this relationship would break. I-I… I couldn't understand it. Whatever did I do to Jin to make him dislike me? I feel unwanted. Maybe… Maybe the essence of love is only a short phase. I never really did something wrong… Or so I think. B-But… Jin. Why was he acting… weird? I never really saw him like that. As though lightning or something struck him. But I don't really know… Jin isn't really like that. It's as if he's hiding something from me.
I hope he makes up his mind. Soon. I couldn't stop feeling guilty. My heart beats wildly. I pant like crazy. What is this feeling? I really… I hate feeling this way. What would Mother do?
Somehow, I wish this stupid goal for reforestation didn't come into my head. Why do I care about Arizona so much? It's just a state…a pathetic state. I'm saying this as if I hate Arizona. But… I don't. I really don't know what is happening. I just wish my life were like Xiaoyu's. Just plain simple… like it should be.
Jin, where are you? Why do I feel this way? I should stop listening to what I think. I should just… Reach out for somebody… like you. But somehow, I don't think you care that much anymore. Why?
I just hope you make up your mind, Jin Kazama. I really miss you. I miss you like I miss Arizona, the forests within it. I know now. I love you, Jin. But… You don't care anymore, do you? I drive myself crazy, thinking of you.
Julia opened her eyes and saw a vision of Jin standing in the doorway, looking at her. She felt sick. She felt like goo stuck to the floor. Like dust being stepped on, like the ground, standing still. The image wasn't real. Like her relationship with Jin. Just her imagination.
Author's Note: It's kinda short. But please review. Thanks. Xiaoyu isn't here yet, but she will be.