Hello everybody. This is my new fic. At first I wanted to wait till my others are finished but I have so many storylines in my head at the moment and I literally HAD to start writing it. Of course I´ll update all of them. It is rated M because there will be some abusive scenes in it. I am not quite sure when or what scenes at the moment but please don´t read it if you cannot handle with such scenes. I would love to hear what you think and whether I should keep on writing this fic! I love reading fics as well about the DerekPeytonBrooke situation and other dramatic/tragic incidents. So if you know a good story, please let me know! I´ve read a bunch of great ones so far!

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"C'mon Brooke! Please, Please wake up.", Rachel was holding Brooke in the shower fully clothed while her body was only lying limp in her arms. "Brooke. Don't do this to us."

Haley and Peyton were standing besides them and crying. "We have to get her to the hospital.", Peyton screamed and ran looking for her mobile but she did not find it. It was then Brooke moaned in Rachel's arms. The cold water made her shiver. She tried to open her eyes and could see Rachel holding her.

"R...rachel?", she asked confused. Her vision was not clear and she felt very sick suddenly. Rachel realized that and went with her to the toilet. There she emptied her stomach. It was not much because she had not eaten much in the last time but it was enough to make Brooke cry. "What happened?", Brooke asked confused with a vision that still made her problems to focus.

Peyton and Haley were kneeing in front of her as well "You have to tell us Brooke.", Peyton answered. Brooke could see that all of them had been crying and shook her head.

"No. I don't know what...what happened." She shivered heavily and her lips were already blue from the coldness.

"We have to get her out of her wet clothes.", Haley took Brooke up and helped her on the bed. Brooke was still not able to walk on her own.

"Why am I feeling so weird?", Brooke asked naive and took a hand to her head "everything is moving in this room."

"Here Brooke.", Peyton gave Brooke her clothes but Brooke was far away from being able to get dressed on her own. "Lift up your hands." Brooke nodded but did not do anything, so Haley lifted her hands up and looked sad into Brooke's eyes.

"God Brooke. Why did you do it?", she whispered sadly but only received moan.

"I did not do anything.", Brooke answered and laid down again not caring that the others undressed her fully and dressed her again with warm clothes. "God. Cold.", she whispered still feeling sick and was pulled into the middle of the bed and hugged from all of them to warm her.

"We have to go home.", Haley's sadness and disappointment was shown in her tone. The others nodded.

"I cannot believe that she is so stupid. I cannot believe it. We should have realized it earlier. She behaved so strange the last days and we should not have believed her. We should...", Rachel was interrupted by Peyton.

"We will help her. We will help her going through this and we will so kick her ass for being so irresponsible." They all nodded in unison and decided to sleep in her room this night.

But before they fell asleep Haley looked sadly at Brooke's arm.

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Outside four strangers were disappointed. "They are all sleeping in her room. We cannot do it today." One of the men shouted back "I think we did enough for today. You almost killed her with it."

"Sorry but how am I supposed to know that she will react like this."

"She is a small girl not an oversized man. You should know that."

"Well, she lives. So everything is okay and we can come back tomorrow"

"Sounds like a plan to me.", one man answered and smiled happily of the thought of coming back tomorrow.

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The next morning Brooke woke up in the middle of Peyton and Haley. Both of them were still sleeping and she tried to remember what had happened yesterday. She remembered that a sudden sickness had been overcoming her and then her memory was only black. She wanted to stand up but her head hurt like hell. "Argh.", she moaned and received an answer immediately from Rachel who was sitting in a chair in the room.

"Suits you right bitch." Brooke was surprised how Rachel looked at her. It was something between rage, pity, sadness and love. Brooke slowly got off the bed.

"God. What happened?", Brooke asked not knowing anything from the incident. "Why does my head feel like it had been hit by a train?"

"You have to ask yourself Brooke." Rachel was now standing in front of Brooke and looking deep into her eyes. Brooke had dark shadows under her eyes and she looked skinny.

"Rachel. How often do I have to tell you all that I am not on drugs.", Brooke could not understand why her friends lately always asked her that questions.

"Then what is this?", Rachel forcefully took Brooke's arm and pulled up her sleeve. There were many marks on it.

"I don't know. I thought some bites from animals. God Rachel. We are in the middle of nowhere. I am always the one who gets bitten at first." Brooke was not prepared for the next movement. Rachel slapped her hard, so that she lost balance and felt backwards on the ground. She did not know what to say but stared confused up into Rachel's eyes. Actually into teary eyes.

"Don't lie to me. Just don't lie to me." The others awoke from Rachel's scream and looked after her when she ran crying out of the room.

"Brooke. Why do you lie to us? You know that Rachel's mother died of drugs. We just want to help you." Peyton went after Rachel while Haley to Brooke. Haley sensed that something was not right. Somehow Brooke really looked confused. Like she did not understand a thing. Her Tigger never had lied to her about big things. She could not understand her. The drugs must have changed her so drastically.

"Haley you have to believe me. I am not lying." Haley took Brooke's arm and ran her finger over the marks "I wish I could believe you Tigger.", she said sadly and a tear ran down her cheek.

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What do you think?