Alright, this is the first fanfic that I'm publishing here and it's also the first story that I wrote in English which is not my fisrt language so it may have some mistakes, so please forgive me :)

I didn't put any characters in it so you could imagine whoever you want as the characters (:

Hope you enjoy it! :D

His smile does not do anything to you anymore and it is getting harder day after day.

You try your best to be with him as much as you can but it doesn't really work, huh?

So instead of doing something that you know will hurt you both you suck it up and trying to deal with it in other ways but they won't help and you're feeling it.

You can't handle with the fact that soon you'll be alone, all by yourself so you're stealing a day here, a kiss there and think that with time you'll just forget about it. But you won't, of course. And this silence between you two is slowly killing all that you used to be, erasing it.

You feel like you're almost fading… It's not what it used to be with him. There are no jokes or nights with no sleep, video games and comic books anymore.

So when you think you are ready to end it, you feel like crying. But you don't, even though you want to.

You walk slowly to his room and meet his beautiful eyes, those eyes that used to make you feel so important when they're looking at you, the eyes that used to shine with this special light. But now there is no light in them, there is no happiness. There's just sadness.

To know that you caused him this pain make you feel sorry, sorry for what you've done… But it also makes you feel a little happy, because that's it, you're going to put an end to his sadness. It'll hurt, you know that, but you're willing to suffer instead of him.

So you're starting to talk. It's not one of those nice conversations that you used to have before, and there are no laughs or winks or smiles… not even eye contact.

There's a sharp pain in your heart when he lets out a long sigh and words. Those are actually the same words that you wanted to tell him but when he says them to you it hurts so bad. You couldn't imagine the pain.

It feels like falling.

He put one of his warm hand on your shoulder, mumbling some word that you don't listen to and then he leave you alone.

And all you can do is whisper his name.