Confidence kept in a mind so undefined

You sit and you stare as your mind grinds

Pail away the darkness as the rust turns to dust

Gears that unwind just to tighten up

They twist and turn as you yearn

Yearn for power

Yearn for love

You cant see let alone breath

Screams escape out of shallow breath

You cant blink

To blinded by rage

You cant talk

Your mind just walks

As you drift away in a sea of ugliness

Sought out by no one

Seen by all

A force full feeling of regret

Kept and slept in your head

Thoughts of other

Not your own

They scream your no one

They wont leave you alone

A poison dart in your head

Pistons turn and smoke revokes

As the truth slicks away and nothing but heart lurks

To lose what little you were proud of

Love and glory decays

Were fear awakens a deeper hatred

For the concern of other diverts you

As you deny what was given

You claimed nothing could come between them

You find yourself forgetting their names

Is it loneliness you await

It is love you disregard

To know you don't feel the way you once did

Dose it hunt you

The way you got things done

Although evil and demented

Effective in the least

Can you do it again

Can you stay in the past

A snivel man awaits in the present

To be covered in darkness like a soared night

To be something you were

To be something your not

To know by the look you see in their eyes

You wont stand around and watch yourself cry

You cant force them to be the way you love

You cant change it

You cant replace it

You fought it back

But the evil since returned

Leaked threw the mental blocks

Like gas under a door

Ready to igniteas you choke out a voice of love

Replace it with hate

For you didn't make evil

You just became a byproduct of such

A shadow in the gray

You push it but it runs

You're a stranger to your self

A reflection in the mirror

As you fall to your knees

Screaming but never hearing a sound

You charge looking ever so proud

A shroud dropped like a cloud

Your pain slowly slips away as your mind betrayed itself

You fall to the ground

Helpless to move

Destroyed by self saboteurs

Justin price "vegeta rewind" July 3 2012