Author's note: Well, I'm not sure if anyone even reads Soul Rescue fics since it doesn't even have a category, but I decided to post this anyway. It's my first real fic so sorry for any poor writing, OOCness, or general crappyness.

Disclaimer: I do not own Soul Rescue, just this smutty fanfic

Warnings (all chapters): Sex, rape, violence, torture, language

Renji sighed in frustration, still unable to go to sleep. The inn was comfortable enough- unlike some of the places they'd had to stay before on their journey-, and it wasn't like he wasn't tired. Because after days of searching through the large city for poor lost souls to save with no luck, he was more then a little worn out. Kaito's constant bitching hadn't helped either (if the squirt complained so much, maybe he should plan the damn course!). No, he couldn't sleep because something was bothering him.

Actually, now that he thought of it, it might have something to do with Kaito. He had never been the most fun person to be around and even after all this time together, Renji wasn't quite sure if he'd even call them friends, but lately his mood had been even worse then normal. It had started a while back, and Renji almost hadn't noticed it at first. He thought Kaito had been starting to seem a little colder towards him, but had played it off as no big deal, he was always cold. But then he'd started getting angry all the time, going off for no good reason (or only slightly good reasons at least). Like the situation they were in now for instance, yet again accidentally journeying somewhere with no one in need of rescuing.

The day before, he'd even stormed off in the middle of an argument (one he'd started by the way), and Renji hadn't seen him again the rest of the day, only to find him already asleep upon returning to the inn that night.

He'd spent more of that day looking for the twerp then he had looking for lost souls. He scowled, glancing over at Kaito's sleeping form.

It wasn't just Renji screwing up that seemed to make him mad either. In fact, after the last chick he'd used soul rescue on, Kaito had looked damn near ready to punch somebody, and had barely said a word to him the whole way to the next country where they were now.

"Hnn… Ren…ji…"

Renji turned, distracted from his thoughts at the sound of his name being called. But after a long silence, save from a few soft moans from Kaito, Renji concluded that he'd only been talking in his sleep.

"No… shouldn't… nn…"

Renji's eyebrows furrowed. What was he dreaming about anyway? A nightmare? Briefly he wondered if he should go wake him up. But that would probably just set him off again, and he really wasn't in the mood for that.

"A-ah… M-more… Renji…"

Renji's eyes widened. That… didn't sound like a nightmare… And not only that, but Kaito had been saying his name. So the dream was about him then…

Listening to Kaito continue to moan in his sleep, the angel started to realize that he rather liked the noise. And if the tightening of his pants was any indication, he liked it a lot. Renji smirked. Well, if that's what the pipsqueak wanted, he should've just said so.

Carelessly tossing the blankets aside, Renji, stood, noiselessly making his way over to the other bed. He looked down at Kaito's restlessly sleeping form. He had apparently kicked off the covers at some point during the night. He wore only his underwear and his shirt, which he left mostly unbuttoned, exposing so much of his perfect pale skin always kept so covered. Even in the darkness Renji could the sheen of sweat glistening on that beautiful skin as his small body continued to toss and turn. The elite angel, The Eye of God, looked so fragile. So easy to reach out and take.

Renji climbed onto the bed, straddling the dark haired angel, as Kaito moaned his name again. The sound of his name from those lips sent shivers down his spine. And part of him told him, or rather screamed at him, that this was something he definitely shouldn't be doing. However as a pure (or rogue, whatever) angel, this was the first time he had dealt with such feelings, and had no experience at resisting their pull. He leaned down, planting his lips against those perfect ones. Kaito's lips parted ever so slightly and Renji used the opportunity to force his tongue inside. Kaito moaned even louder as Renji's tongue feverishly explored its new territory. Renji shuddered, feeling his lower regions stir, begging him to go further.

These new feelings were so intense, so intoxicating, and a thousand times better then battle. He briefly wondered if he was trading one sin for another, but couldn't be bothered to care. He finally broke away, both of them gasping for breath.

"Ungh… Ren…ji…?" This time it wasn't a plea, but a question as Kaito opened his eyes.

Renji froze, and could feel the blood rush to his face as what he was doing really hit him. What the hell was he thinking? He may have no experience with sex, but even he knew that you can't just jump on people in their sleep like that! Even if they are asking for it! No matter how sexily…

Kaito blinked a few times, trying to grasp what was happening. He was awake now, he realized. It had only been that dream again. But then, why was Renji still on top of him…? And why had that last part felt so different… so… Real. His eyes widened, now fully awake as understanding hit him like a ton of bricks.

"Er… Umm, good morning…?" Renji responded lamely, sitting up off of Kaito, suddenly extremely aware of his lingering arousal. "I…umm…"

He couldn't think of anything he could say to justify his actions, and was fully expecting a punch in the face, or worse (God knows, he deserved it!), so the response he did get surprised him.

"Why did you stop?"

The question was little more then a whisper, and for a moment Renji almost thought he had imagined it. The soft, pleading look, when those normally firm dark eyes met his own however was all the proof the angel needed.

With a slow uncertainty unlike when he had first pounced upon his friend, he lowered back down, lips meeting the other angel's once more, softly this time, tentative. The response was equally hesitant, as with the awareness and excitement that this was actually happening in reality came a distinct fear of the unknown for Kaito. The dreams had merely been a blur of emotions. His sleeping mind's view of his waking body's desires. Incarnations of the angel's want and need that were insubstantial and vague. Nothing that would give the innocent child of God any clue as to what to do in reality.

Those feelings were mirrored in Renji. The initial lust induced assurance of his actions he had felt when the dark haired angel had been asleep somehow dissipated upon his awakening. As if being caught in the act had stopped him, made him really think about what he was doing instead of merely relying on that overpowering instinct alone.

But somehow that confidence came back, little by little as their kiss deepened, became feverish, frantic as it grew in intensity, hips grinding against each other's, the friction inducing loud moans of a pleasure neither of them had ever felt before. Renji broke away from the messy kiss, moving his lips down to Kaito's neck, lapping and sucking on the soft skin, the gasps and moans from the one underneath him guiding him lower, shaking hands clearing the way with the removal of clothing. His tongue glided across the smaller angel's member and the cry it brought forth brought the fire of the rogue angel's lust to a full on blaze. He needed to hear that beautiful sound again, to have his name cried out in that same way, to feel the smaller angel writhe underneath him in the throws of that indescribable passion.

"R-Renji…!" Kaito cried, back arching in an uncontrollable spasm as Renji wrapped his lips around the other angel's length, sucking as licking with growing intensity at the each new shout of his name.

And suddenly Renji needed more. A growing, almost animalistic possessiveness demanded he be inside. Be able to feel the dark haired angel's heat around him.

It took Renji mere seconds to kick off his pants and boxers, but it felt like too long. He lifted the other angel's legs, giving him better access, and was just starting to push his way in when Kaito gave a startled cry unlike the previous ones of pleasure.

"What's wrong?" Renji asked, pulling out almost immediately, concerned and only a little bit frustrated at having to quit.

"Umm…. Nothing, it just… kind of hurt…" Kaito looked embarrassed now, eyes refusing to meet the other angel's as a slight blush crept onto his cheeks.

"Oh… uh… Do you want to stop then…?"

"No!" The response was firm, but the uncertainty and fear were clear in the dark haired angel's eyes. He didn't know if he was sure about this anymore. This was all so new and scary and was all moving so fast, though, he reminded himself, he had been the one to ask for it. "Maybe…"

The smaller angel gave a quiet sigh of frustration, pushing a dark strand of hair out of his face as he tried to gather himself. "I mean… we shouldn't…" have started in the first place. He sat up as Renji shifted off of him, and tried to search for the right words to say. He was ashamed of himself. He knew better then this, had even reprimanded Renji before about this sort of thing on multiple occasions. But he had been caught off guard., still half asleep, and right after one of those dreams which usually required at least an hour of cool down for him before he could so much as think of the rogue angel without losing his composure.

Renji seemed to at least get the main idea, and was already gathering his clothes. There was an awkward silence as they both redressed. Kaito knew that he would have to explain exactly why they couldn't follow through with it. That such an act was reserved for humans, and not for angels to partake in. That doing so would no doubt result in severe punishment for both of them. But he didn't feel up to it right now. He just felt like going back to sleep, though he knew he would most likely be unsuccessful, and he supposed there was a good side to that too, as he knew what type of dream would await him if he did.

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~angel-san