I don't get it. . . . .

Can I just say that, Does it make me a bad person . . .

He always said that women like that didn't interest him. Women with poise, women who were coifed, Whatever that means.

He said that I was interesting. That I was his sunlight, Once that I was his reason for being.

How you do you go from being someone's sunlight to nothing.

Tara and Willow think that I don't know, but I heard. They were talking. Before Tara left.

"I think Cordy has a thing for Angel'

"What Buffy's Angel"

"Yeah, she talks about him all the time. Like she used to talk about Doyle."

I pretended not to hear. What would I say . . . He left . . . That's that.

How can you be someone's everything: When he's miles away . . .

Why is he still my everything. Every moment compared to being with him. Cold hands on my skin. NEVER be your Girl.

Cause I'm taken. Always. A promise.

What if I'm not wanted. . . .

How do you go back.