I don't own bleach or any of the characters. This story was inspired by Kelly Clarkson's
Song: I hate myself for losing you. I hate Hinamori she makes the world harder for us Momo's.
Hinamori woke up in the fourth division thanks to her beloved Aizen.
Waking up that day was nothing compared to what she woke up to everyday-an empty bed. And the only one she had to blame was herself now she felt that her shiro-chan once felt. Now it was too late to miss him and yearn for him. She's all alone sitting up in her bed asking herself 'why isn't he here now?' then the words of Matsumoto rang in her head from her last visit. 'You got what you deserved from making him suffer so much now he's Got someone better. Hope your happy now, go back to your bastard of an Aizen!.'
Hinamori hated herself for losing him. She also hated herself for losing all her former friends trust and friendships. It's true nobody would even care she betrayed them by going to aizen it was as if they wanted her to go to have an excuse to kill her. Hinamori
Lost all hope in finding love she was no longer welcome at secret meetings. To everybody
She was a traitor and she had committed the ultimate sin and her punishment was to live in the aftermath. Matsumoto made it very clear that she was not to even talk to hitsugaya or she would not hesitate to kill her. Hinamori momo dug her own grave and died there.