A/N: Ok so I haven't posted anything in ages…never in this fandom actually. I just recently got into Supernatural and am now pretty much obsessed. I was thinking about what might have been going on in Dean's head when Sam left for Stanford and this kind of appeared. Let me know what you think. Flames are welcome…I always did like to make s'mores.

Your Life

All of your life you were mine
To take care of
To protect
You've never known anything other than this life
But you still want it
Want something outside the darkness
You want that innocence that comes with not knowing
You want normal
So now you've finally gotten your chance
You are cutting ties and burning bridges
A thousand other clichés
You're leaving me behind
For the first time I won't be there
I'm not welcome
It hurts to know that
All of your life you were mine
To take care of
To protect
But now you aren't
And I'm not sure what hurts more
Knowing I won't be there to watch your back
Or knowing you want it that way