Chapter 1-Save Tonight
I was sitting in Kendall's car. It was painfully silent. Tears streamed down my face and fell quietly as I stared out into the darkness. Tomorrow was nearing faster and faster and my heart couldn't take the pain any longer. How can I leave him? I thought. He was everything to me. We had been inseparable for a year now and this is how it was going to end? I looked over at him from the passenger seat. He was carefully watching the road not saying a word. I could see his beautiful green eyes shining in the darkness. The light from the speedometer was reflecting off of them making them jump out at me. I could tell he was in just as much pain as I was but he didn't want me to see it. I couldn't take the silence anymore. I had to know what he was thinking. I quickly wiped my tears away and said, "Kendall?" He Glanced at me quickly and said, "Yeah Babe?" Holding Back tears I asked, "Is this it for us, I mean is this going to be the end after all this time?" He Stared out the windshield never taking his eyes off the road. "Well, you are moving halfway across the world so…." He Let his voice drift away into silence again. The tears began to fall again and I couldn't control them any longer. I sobbed loudly. I felt like I couldn't breathe, I could feel my heart shattering into a million pieces. Kendall pulled over to the side of the road so we could talk. He turned towards me and grabbed my hand, squeezing it tightly. "I love you, you know that but I don't see how we are going to make this work." I looked into his gorgeous eyes as tears continued to stream down my face. "I Love you too, But I don't know how I'm going to live without you." He leaned over,wrapped both his arms around me, and pulled me closer to him in the middle seat. I buried my face in his chest and the tears fell faster. I began crying so hard that I could barely breathe. He put one hand on the back of my head and began to stoke my hair gently trying to comfort me. I wished I could stay wrapped up in his arms forever. I felt so safe there, so peaceful. All my worries fell away when I was with him. I could hear the gentle thud of his heart and it calmed me down a little. He began to laugh and I looked up at him with concern. "What are you laughing about?" I asked quietly through the sobs. "My shirt is soaked, I feel like I just jumped in a pool or something." He said jokingly as he stared down into my eyes. I looked down and quickly wiped the tears away. "Oh, I'm sorry." Kendall grabbed my chin, forcing me to look him in the eyes. "You don't have to apologize." "I know but I..." He cut me off, kissing me gently. Suddenly he crawled over into the back seat and dragged me with him. He was all over me in an instant and I could feel his hot breath on my ear as he whispered, "I'll make you forget about tomorrow."