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100 drabbles connected and inspired by Random Word Generator.
1)
WAKING.
Finn's wakes up slowly. He has a hang over and no idea how he got it. He sniffs and his room smells funny, like sex. Huh, weird, he thinks
He begins drifting off to sleep again but his phone beeps, informing him he has a text. With a groan, he reaches over to grab it.
It's Puck. He opens the text to see it's a photo and then he downloads it only to almost drop the cell. It's a picture of them both naked with the words underneath, 'last night was awesome. Up for it again?'
2)
STRENGH
Finn knows nether of them want to tell people they are a couple yet and he doesn't have a problem with it.
It's hard though. Sometimes it takes all his strength and will power not to kiss him in the middle of the hallway. Especially when he does that damn sexy pout.
And it's even harder not to squeeze his perfectly sculptured ass…
3)
BREAKDOWN.
He doesn't ask why.
He doesn't ask why Puck's crying.
He just kisses him back, he can practically feel the want, the need to be wanted and even the self hate as they grinded together before moaning their release.
After they both collapse onto the bed, exhausted from the high of their orgasm he wraps his arms around Puck as he starts crying again, muttering, 'I'm sorry, Mom.'
He doesn't ask why. He doesn't think it's his place yet - yet.
4)
RED
Okay, Finn admitted that things had gotten a little out of hand. He hadn't meant to…
He lost his temper and punchs him, possibly breaking his noise.
They both watche the blood drip from Puck's nose and Finn froze.
Puck glares at him, straightens up and said, 'I don't need this shit.' Then whipes at his noise indignantly before stalking off.
It is a weak later now and Finn isn't ready to wash out the red stain on his carpet.
Not until he has made things right.
5)
DUMMY
Puck stares up at Finn blankly for a moment.
The older boy is standing in the doorway, holding the new COD game in his hand with a bag full of junk food, he's just said he's sorry and he will never hit Puck again. And he really means it.
He's been stood there for what feels like ages and then knows Puck isn't going to forgive him. Dropping his eyes, he mutters another sorry before turning to leave.
He stops when Puck grabs his wrist and smiles. "You big dummy, of course I forgive you." Realizing that didn't seem like something a badass would say, he smirks and says, "Get your ass up stairs. You owe me."
Grinning like a fool, he engulfs Puck in a hug and kisses the stubble on his head next to his Mohawk before rushing up stairs.
He washes out the stain that night, but is worried when it doesn't completely go, it's just faded.
6)
MATHEMATICION
Finn stared at Puck like he had grown and extra head.
The dark skinned boy blushs and looks away, "What?" He mutters. "You know, just 'cause I don't turn up to math doesn't mean I can't do it…"
Finn nods, still shocked.
It was true, you do learn something new every day.
7)
GAY
"Don't say that!" Puck suddenly yells, almost making Finn fall off his chair.
"But you-"
"I'm not fucking gay Hudson!" He almost screams, his hands clenching into fist.
The dark skinned boy releases a growl of frustration before snapping, "Fuck you Hudson. I can't do this. It's just fucking wrong."
Then like that, he's gone.
8)
SIN
It's wrong.
They can't be together. His mother will hate him…it's so wrong. God condoned it.
Puck isn't perfect, but now he had doomed Finn too.
They are sinners.
Puck's sure he is worse off then Finn though.
He has gone and fallen in love with the tall boy…
It's just so wrong…
9)
SUFFERING.
October is uneventful.
November he finds out the kid wasn't his.
December he is still alone.
Then January and he has Rachel. She isn't Puck though.
February he is still pretending that everything is okay.
March and he's never felt so alone in his whole life.
April and he can't pretend anymore, he bracks up with Rachel. Then he indulges himself in staring at Puck's ass as he walks by, not bothering to be discreet.
Puck defiantly notices.
10)
INTENSITY.
He isn't gentle this time.
He fucks him hard and fast, they both know this is Finn punishing him and Puck doesn't mind.
Finn slaps his ass and whispers dirty words in his ear.
Puck has never been so hard in his life.
This is his punishment.
This is his forgiveness.
Puck certainly dosn't cry in front of Finn for the second time tough, still begging for forgiveness, his ass sore, making it hard to sit up.
Finn holds him tightly and he thinks it going to be alright after all.
11)
PROGRESS.
"Finn?"
"Yeah, man?"
"Can you…can you call me Noah?"
He knows it isn't much, but it's a start, Finn thinks as he grins and kisses the dark skin boy.
12)
MONITERING
Finn knows Noah is depressed since Beth was born and given up for adoption the same day.
He knew Noah felt like a dead beat dad since. So nobody can blame him for keeping an eye on the younger boy.
13)
WATER
If somebody asks Finn to compare Noah to an element, he would say water.
At times, the dark skinned boy is so gentle, so peaceful and he always seems to know the right words to say to heal the hurt in Finn's heart.
Other times…He is ruthless, violent and brash, terrifying and even beating anybody that so much as gave him a dodgy look.
Noah is like a river, calm and serene.
Puck is like the sea, violent and unforgiving.
14)
BUGGER
Puck's in Juvie.
That means he's got nothing to do for the next month or so.
Bugger.
15)
ILLUSION
Puck's back. Noah's not, not yet.
Puck's cocker then every though he's not even bulling anyone.
Finn realized that the whole baby drama has finally left his friends system. He's back to his old ways again.
And it's great.
Except Puck hasn't said a word to him all day and Finn's starting to worry.
After school, he pulls up when he see's Puck walking back from school.
"Hey," He says, but Puck just ignores him and carries on walking.
"Hey, man, what the hell? What's your problem?" He snaps as he drives beside Puck.
He wasn't expecting the other boy to turned around and snap back. "My problem is I was in fucking hell and you didn't even visit me!"
Finn stutters for a moment, on the phone he had said he loved the place. "But you said-"
"Forget what I said! You should have still fucking visited!" Puck bows his head, like he's about to start crying. With a indifferent sniff, he stares at Finn and bites out, "Whatever, I guess I was right, nobody fucking cares about me."
Then he goes through the back ally and Finn can't reach him.
He still acts like Puck in front of everybody. In front of the teachers and even Finn.
He doesn't want anybody to know how much's he's hurting.
How shot is pride is.
How scared he is.
Nobody notices as he slips deeper and deeper in to depression. He knows nobody will because nobody cares.
They do, however, notice that he's missing from Glee practice one day. Finn's been on edge that day. He knows Noah's hiding how hurt he really is. He knows it's all his fault.
The second he see's Puck isn't turning up for Glee, he rushes out and some of the Glee members follow him asking where's he going.
He shouts back that he needs to check on Noah. Not Puck, but Noah.
He jumps in the his car, not surprised when Rachel and Santana hop in, and then Mike, Tina and Sam follow in their own cars.
They rush to Puck's house and Finn knows it's as bad as he thought it was when his Nana opens the door, tears flooding her eyes. She shakily tells them the name of the hospital.
They shot of like lighting bolts. Finn's heart is hammering against his chest and he can't help but feel the guilt weighing down on him. This was all his fault.
They are told to wait when they get there, so they do and Finn's nerves are so haywire he can't stop his leg from obsessively twitching. Rachel places a hand on his unmoving leg, offering all the comfort she can.
For once though, she is beyond words.
This wasn't meant to happen. People like Puck weren't meant to commit suicide…It just didn't seem right for somebody as strong and proud as him to try and do that…
The six of them are on their feet when the doctor approaching them.
"He's ready to see you know, but only one. We don't want to overload him."
Without asking, Finn walks in.
He shocked at what he sees.
Noah is laid on the bed, pale with bandaged around his wrist.
The guilty feeling is back.
"Hey…" He says, hesitant.
Noah blinks at him in shock before glaring, hissing out, "What the hell are you doing here?"
"I wanted to check you were okay."
Puck sneers, "You've had a look, you can leave now."
He doesn't. This only makes Puck more angry.
"What!" He snaps. "Is this what you wanted to see? How fucking pathetic I've become?" Finn winces at that. "Well, fuck you…" He says, but there's no hate. None that's directed at Finn, anyway. Finn's trying to ignore the fact that Puck's thrown and arm over his eyes, trying to hide the tears.
Then he realizes he has to do something, he can't just ignore this.
His best friend had just tried to commit suicide, that isn't something you can just ignore.
"Noah, look at me." He says and when the younger boy doesn't, he goes over and grabs his hand, tugging on it lightly. "Please."
With a small sniff, he lifted his arm away from his face and stared up at Finn.
The tall boy could see the unshed tears in his eye's and it brakes his heart knowing he caused it.
Finn asks him why he did it and Puck won't answer. Then he asks if he wants to start going out again and that nobody has to know.
Then Puck says no and Finn's never been more confused.
Wasn't this one of the reasons Puck did it? Because he misses Finn?
That why he made the offer that they didn't have to tell anyone, because he knew Puck wouldn't want anybody knowing how dependent he was on Finn.
But Puck said no…
Puck's back in school a week later, wearing long shelved shirts to hid the cuts and possible scars on his arms still.
He's being a jerk to everybody, Glee Club included.
This time though, they know. He's hiding. He isn't okay.
They know and Puck wishes so badly they didn't.
But when Rachel confronts him about it, nobody judges him when he finally breaks down crying.
Because everything is going to hell more then any of them know and right now, he's tired of pretending.
Illusion have to shatter sooner or later.
16)
RESPECT
Finn hates it.
He hates having to stay away from Noah.
He wants to talk to him, he wants to make things right…
But when Rachel slaps him and calls him a jerk, then an hour later so does Santana and then Tina, which is followed by one hell of a lecture by Mercedes and the guys just shrug he knows it best to stay away.
He knows Rachel knows more then the others, about them, about Juvie and goes knows what else.
Finn's not sure if she's the best person to confined in. She's a good person, but sometimes she just lets things slip, especially if it will benefit her.
He doesn't say anything though, just watches Puck from a far.
Even though he wishes it was him Puck confined in, he knows it's not his place anymore.
He's just glad he's found somebody to talk to.
He knows he has to respect his decision and stay away.
16)
MUSICIAN
Puck never thought he be any good at song writing, but then again he's never tried it before.
He knows to write a good song you need to be like, all in touch with your emotions and shit and that just isn't him.
He's changed now, though. Not completely, he is still a badass and all.
But when him and Rachel sit now and write the song, 'get it right' he thinks maybe the fact he's changed since Juvie isn't too bad.
He's calm down a lot since and doesn't bully people anymore.
He's letting the Glee Club see the real side of him, the one he's been hiding since he was a little kid and they like it. He's starting to like this side of him too.
Then when he here's Rachel singing 'Get It Right', up on stage and knowing its half his own, he's never been more proud to be a musician.
Or a part of Glee Club, for that matter.
17)
RELIGIOUN
Puck is religious, no matter what anybody thinks. Sure, he doesn't act like all prissy and shit, but he is.
He knows what happened in Juvie was because of God. It was God's way of providing justice for everything he had done wrong in his life.
Sure, he has nightmares about it, but he knows it happened for a reason.
People say he works in mysterious ways, but Puck's always thought he was rather blunt.
So when Finn knocked on his door at one o'clock in the morning, begging forgiveness, he thinks, maybe, just maybe they are meant to be together.
There's nothing wrong with having a little faith.
18)
DRESSING
He can remember reading a phrase about a year ago, that said, 'have you ever noticed that people help you undress before sex, but never after? The moral of the story? Nobody helps you once you're fucked.'
A year ago, he would have believed that.
Now though, he's not sure if that's true.
He got fucked over in Juvie big time. And even though Rachel is the only one who knows the full story, her and the rest of the Glee Club have been helping him.
If that phrase was true, he would have committed suicide again by now. But it's obviously not, so he hasn't.
Another way he can prove it's untrue?
The fact that after him and Finn has just had sex for the first time in three months and he's kinda sore from it that when he goes to stand up Finn presses him back down and say's softly, "Don't more, I help you get dressed."
And, yeah, sure, it's kinda weird because he's seventeen and letting somebody dress him like he's a little child, but it's nice to be taken care of and know you are cared for.
19)
FLAW
"Stop…"
Puck stops what he is doing and glances up at the pale boy. He removes his mouth from the boy's pink, hard nipple. "What, man?"
"Please don't." He begs, making Puck stare at him in confusion.
"What, why?" He asks, knowing the boy is asking him to stop playing with his nipples.
Finn shifts away from Puck, forcing him to sit up and he watches Finn places his hands over his chest. "I've got freaky pyramided nipples…"
If it wasn't for the hurt expression on Finn's face he would have laughed.
"Dude, don't say that…I think you got nice nipples," He then smirks, "Great for playing with."
Finn stares at him, then down at himself before asking, "Do you really like them Noah?"
"Yeah, man. Love them."
Finn smirks back before kissing him.
20)
POINTING
Puck didn't refuse to go back out with Finn because he never visited him in Juvie, he refused because he wanted to tell everybody the truth.
So he tells Finn this.
Puck now knows that when anybody ask him if the rumors Sue started is true, he can proudly point out to anyone and tell them that, yes, it is and this man is his boyfriend.
It's great.
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