Prologue

The first time I met you I instantly knew there was something about you I couldn't resist. Maybe it was your long blonde hair or the fact you looked like an angel that had fallen from heaven just for me. Your blue eyes were shining and your smile brought light to my world. Your body looked perfect. Of course it still does, but then I had never seen anything like that before. Everything about you was just so stunning and beautiful that I didn't know how to react. I had to get to know you. I just had to.

We met at a park. Sun was shining brightly and you were sitting on a bench watching kids play. I didn't know then why, but i didn't pay that much attention to it. I just assumed you liked kids. You seemed so calm. The look in your eyes was focused and happy. Watching you made me smile, even though I felt like a stalker. And thinking back now, I think you noticed. I think you noticed me watching you. But I'm glad you did.

After watching you a while I decided to talk to you. I wasn't going to hit on you, I just wanted to talk to you and get to know you. After taking a step towards you I realized something. Not everyone is like me. You could be straight. In fact, I was pretty sure you were, but I still decided to take a risk. And I'm proud of that.

"Can I sit here?" I asked you. My voice was shaky and I was afraid you would notice and walk away. But instead you smiled and nodded. I was so happy, but I didn't want to let it show.

We talked about the weather. It was pretty embarrasing to start a conversation about the weather, but I didn't know where to start. After talking with you for a while I realized I didn't even ask your name. I know I should have, but I was too exited about you to do that at the moment. I couldn't stop looking at you. You were so beautiful. You are so beautiful.

Suddenly the smile on your face faded and you looked confused. I was worried that you would run away. But you didn't. You just wanted to know my name. I couldn't do anything else but smile. You were so perfect in my eyes. You still are.

"Santana Lopez." I know I sounded stupid. I felt like a teenage boy who was touched for the very first time. It was so embarrasing. But it seemed like you didn't care. So I asked your name. The smile on your face was so real and beautiful. The most beautiful thing I had ever seen.

"Brittany. So tell me something about yourself. Anything really, I just want to know you better."

It seriously seemed like you could read my mind. You asked the questions I was afraid to ask and you made it look like the most simple thing ever. And I honestly think it was. I was just not myself at the moment. I think you made me soft. You made me so vulnerable. But I wouldn't change it.

I told you I was 19 and I was a student. I told you that at weekends I worked as a waitress. I had to pay rent somehow. I told you that I loved to sing and it had been my passion since I can remember. You listened to me and you seemed so interested it was almost impossible. After telling you those things I stopped to think. I didn't know should I tell you I was gay or should I not. After thinking for a while i decided to be totally honest. So I told you I liked girls. I was worried about your reaction. But it turned out I had nothing to be worried about.

"I kinda guessed that already. You are pretty obvious." You smiled at me. And again, with that smile my heart melted. I smiled back at you and asked you to tell me about yourself. Again you smiled at me and started to talk.

You told me you were 19 too and a student. You told me how much you loved to dance. I could honestly see that from your body. I guess dancing does good things to people. You told me you worked as a bartender to pay rent. But I could see there was something you didn't tell me. Something you kept from me. But I let it be. I didn't want to push you.

"So Brittany.. Do you maybe want to go out with me? I'd love to get to know you even better."

The smile on your face faded and you looked away from me. You didn't answer me and you refused to look at me so I stood up. I was just about to walk away when you grabbed my hand. Suddenly I was the one feeling confused. I didn't know what to think.

"I honestly want to. But after knowing everything about me I'm not so sure that you do."

I was confused. I was afraid. I honestly thought that you were married or a man who dressed up as a woman. I didn't know what your secret was. I sat back down and saw a cute little boy, about three years old running towards you. He had a big smile on his face and a little unicorn toy in his hands.

"Mommy! Mommy! I want ice cream."

I was in a shock. You were 19 and had a son about three years old. So you had to be about 16 when you had a baby. I was confused. But I couldn't be angry. You had every right not to tell me. And I think you would have told me if he hadn't interrupted us.

"Okay little man. We'll go and get ice cream." The way you smiled at him was so cute. You loved him with all your heart. I couldn't stop myself from smiling. Watching you two was absolutely amazing. It still is though.

"You're the best ever!" He smiled at you. Suddenly he turned his face to look at me. "What's your name?"

"It's Santana. What about you sweetie, what's your name?" I was usually bad with kids but there was something about him. Something that made me instantly fall in love with him.

"Daniel. So Santana do you want to get ice cream with mommy and me?"

I didn't know what to say. I wanted to but i didn't know how you would feel about it. If you felt awkward I wouldn't say yes. So I looked at you to find the answer. I think you could see that I really wanted to come. Plus you didn't want to let your son down. So you nodded at me and smiled.

"Well you know what Daniel, I would absolutely love to."

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After we had eaten our ice creams we went for a walk. Daniel was running, trying to catch butterflies. It was so cute. I didn't want to let you go. Not you and not Daniel. I know it sounds stupid but I think we were ment to be together. I just knew it. And I was right.
After being quiet for a while you started to talk. I wasn't expecting that but I was glad you did. I didn't want to ask questions that would make you feel awkward. I wanted to wait for you to be ready to talk about it.

"I was 15 and stupid. I lost my virginity at a party. I was so stupid. When I found out I was pregnant i was too late to do anything about it."

I could see that it was hard for you to talk about it. But I wanted to know everything so I stayed quiet.

"At first i decided to give the baby for adoption. I had the perfect parents for him and everything. But the moment I laid my eyes on him I couldn't do that. I just couldn't. I fell in love with him instantly. So I kept him. And here we are."

I didn't know what to say so I just smiled. I took your hand in mine and you didn't push me away. You gave me a kiss on my cheek and I immediately blushed. We didn't need words. It was much better to show what we felt.

"Look I know this is much. But I need you to promise me that if we start anything" you stopped for a while and then continued "You need to be in it 100%. You have to understand that this is a big deal. If you decide to be here for me and Daniel, it's a forever thing. I don't mean that you have to be with me forever, because if something happens you can leave me. But you can't leave him. He'll be in your life forever. I hope you get it."

"I get it. And forever sounds good to me."

With that you kissed me on the lips. Your lips felt so soft and the kiss was so caring and full of emotion. I immediately started to cry and so did you. In any other situation with any other person i would've been ashamed. But in that moment with you I wasn't.

I knew it was a forever thing. I still do. Now, two and a half years later, things are of course different. But in a good way. Daniel isn't just your son anymore, he's our son. Signing those papers to prove that Daniel is mine too was an easy decision to make. I love him and I love you. And I promise to continue loving you both until the day I die.

A/N I loved to write this chapter. It was just a prologue, so that's why it's a bit short, but I'll start working on the next chapter tomorrow and I'll probably post it in four days or so. I really hope you liked the prologue. So review and write feedback to me? And also English isn't my first language so I'm sorry about mistakes.