Hi.
My name is Brooke Penelope Davis.
I am 22 years old and I am finally ready to love again.
There's just one problem with that.
I think I'm falling for my best friends ex.
In the past, I might have thought 'Hey, she went and fell in love with my ex, why can't I fall in love with hers?'
But not anymore.
I've changed.
But why did I go and get feelings for him?
I want him so bad.
He makes me feel good.
Like I'm worth something.
But what will I tell Peyton?
God.
I'm a bad friend.
Now I know how she felt when she realized she was in love with Lucas.
I'm falling for Julian.
Peyton loved him.
I loved Lucas.
LOVED.
Why can't I stop feeling bad?
She did it.
Why can't I?
Ugh!
Just talk to her Brooke!
Your strong.
You can do it.
a/n: so, i wanted just a short little intro. this is brookes thoughts on falling for julian. i've got it all lined up. if u like it, ill continue, if not i wont. so let me know!