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I'm not writing this for reviews, I can care less about reviews you don't want to give me.
I know how bad it is to be diagnosed with even ednos, so I'd like to say:
"I'm not writing this for popularity, reviews, or fanfic fame."

But enjoy when you read this:

I thought it was a normal day, I mean, it felt like a normal day.
I never knew I was bothering her so much, and I never knew I'd be affected so largely.
I guess we have more problems to add to me and Edward's relationship. Me.

"I'll pick you up soon, right after we're done with the meeting," Edward kissed my cheek.
I let go of Edward's hand to go into Jessica's house for the graduation party and sighed when I entered. No vampire friends in here. I kept my eyes on the ground while walking to the kitchen and when I finally lifted my head Jessica was giving me an intolerable glare.
"What's up, Jessica? Nice party, by the way," I complimented, a bit confused.
"Why does Edward like you?" She said with cold, still eyes. Wow, that was pretty blunt but didn't she get over this already?
"Ask him if you'd like. We're just… You know? Together." I put my hand against each other to show her how close we were, staring at the ring on my left hand's finger. She made a gag noise and scoffed.
"No, I don't know. You know that you aren't good enough for him?" She insulted.
"Yes, I do know that I'm not good enough for him." I replied calmly. Where was all this coming from? School ended and we were soon to be parting ways and she wants to say goodbye in this way?
"Jeez, Bella. You don't even care? You know he can leave you. He can leave you for someone with… ugh, a better body or better style." She spat. I was balling my hands into fists now. I know I'm not perfect for Edward but our bond is forever. Nothing can change that. Not even Edward. And soon enough, that bond would be permanent and the ring on my finger is proof.
"Jessica, what is up with you? I didn't do anything to you." I whispered.
"WHAT?! Are you kidding me? YOU didn't do anything to me?! You took someone that I was going after like that." She snapped her fingers for emphasis, "You don't even deserve him! And you don't even try to make yourself good enough for him. You know what you need? You need to lose that belly weight. Yeah. And those legs? Oh my GOSH! Horrible. What's with those flabby arms? Do you eat butter and oil as meals?" She rambled loudly.
"Jessica, calm down. Please. What brought all this up?" I questioned quietly. Everyone at her party was staring our way and her mother was beginning to give me a dirty look.
"I'm saying that you should at least try to be on Edward's level. I mean go on a diet. Fix your face. UGH! I hate even looking at you with him." Her words hit me like rocks. I could feel wounds opening up but I still wouldn't move. I turned around on my heel and walked towards the door. Was I really that bad? I never really considered my weight.
"I'm sorry, Jessica. I'm sorry if I took what you wanted, but I can't apologize for how I look. Have a nice life," I said and turned, knowing that I would probably never see her again.

The walk from Jessica's house to mine is pretty long so savagely, I took out my phone and called Alice. When I reached the curb at the end of the street Alice's yellow car appeared before me, the door left ajar.
"Hey, what happened? All I saw was you leaving Jessica's house and walking all the way home. What happened at the party?" she questioned me.
"Nothing. Jessica just didn't really want me there. I just wanted to go home, so thank you for picking me up. Is your family meeting over? What was that about anyways?" I asked, trying to change the conversation.
"We were just talking about the wedding and your transformation, all that good stuff," she smiled, beaming.
When we reached the house I saw that Edward automatically stepped out to see us. Alice faced him and he faced Alice as they had their own private conversation in their heads. After their conversation was over, I stepped out of the car and Edward was there holding his hand out. I reached for it and reassurance washed through me ever since I stepped into Jessica's house. She's wrong. I'm fine just the way I am and Edward loves me for who I am.

The hour pretty quickly and soon enough, Edward and I were heading home. Edward kept hold of my hand when he drove and in seconds we were in front of my house. Edward was right at my side, opening the door. I looked up and smiled. My heart pounded wildly and I looked down before he could see me blush. I was now staring at the side-car mirror and the reflection was depressing. My skin had acne and my lips were dry. My cheeks were chubby and my eyes weren't even the same shape. My hair was messed up and my ears looked bigger than usual. I looked away from the mirror and looked up at Edward instead. Oops. Big mistake. His beauty was stunning and I imagine my raggedy face and body standing next to his. I wanted to cry at the sight. Edward noticed and bent down.
"What's wrong?" He worried.
"Haha, nothing. Hey, Edward, what is it about me that you love so much?" I tried saying this in the happiest and curious tone possible. Was it working?
"Everything." He smiled, "Words can't even describe half of what I would try explaining."

My mood lightened.

Okay, hope that was acceptable for chapter 1. :)

Added note (May 18, 2008): I had to change this chapter a bit because I needed it to fit into a reasonable timeline. I guess you can say that this story is after Eclipse, starting from a couple weeks before the wedding and after. I hope this story turns out great, I have many doubts so far in the plot.