Title :- Dementia
Song:- Dementia, Ultraviolet (album), Owl City/feat Mark Hoppus
Character(s):- any you want
Genre:- Romance
Word count :- 221
Originally written for "Playlist Drabble Oneshot Prompt" by Frolic Acid.
Originally Published :- 7th December 2016 via the aforementioned prompt
Summary :- He is trying to decide whether he should let his heart win over his mind.
*** A little something you should know before reading this***
Dementia-
Dementia is not a specific disease. It's an overall term that describes a wide range of symptoms associated with a decline in memory or other thinking skills severe enough to reduce a person's ability to perform everyday activities.
He's sitting there in his chair, trying to concentrate on whatever it is that he is doing while his attention is being drawn by that one person who has, for him, led to many sleepless nights. He doesn't realise he's staring at her, slowly falling for her, till his mind stops him, his heart, otherwise. He is at war with himself, Wondering what to do. His mind is scared, scared of betrayal, of loneliness, of being heartbroken, again. His heart, on the other hand, is encouraging him, because it , even though his mind is scared, has fallen in love with her. He feels lightheaded, forgetting all the pain, as if he had dementia, slowly forgetting all pain he experienced before, taking in the heavenly feeling of love, ready to forget everything and start anew, but his mind stops him, lest all the magic dies. He sighs. He is at war. At war with himself. He sits back and closes his eyes, picturing the woman of his dreams, beautiful imside and out, the picture of innocence. A smile makes way onto his face. Is he ready for this? Ready to fall in love? Again?
'You already have' his heart tells him. And if she denies? Says she doesn't love me? 'you love her enough to let her go and bear the pain.'
A/N: I know this isn't much but it was all I could think of and it took a lot of research. Anyway, this songs credits belong to Adam Young and Mark Hoppus. You should really listen to this song. Just type " Owl City Dementia"