I am very proud of this story and I hope you all like it it's my second FanFic. Also my computer decided it would be fun to delete pieces of my story but I fixed it..I think. So please read and review

Notice: I changed a couple parts to coincided with what I wanted to portray so a reread is recommended if you would like.

Disclaimer:I own absolutely nothing of Glee.

She stepped into the coffee shop drawing in a shaky breath she knew he was here. She could feel it as her heart pounded in her chest. She didn't need to look around she knew exactly where he was after all he is the man who holds her heat and soul. I can do this she whispered to herself closing her eyes while trying to muster up the courage to approach him. When she opened her eyes she immediately locked with his. He was staring at her with a strange expression there was no rushing this and she could see it in his face. He merely stared at her waiting as patiently as she had ever seen him wait before. His maturity shining and making her come slightly unhinged as she took that first step toward him.

He looked up the moment the cold air in the coffee shop blew across his face he knew she was here before his eyes laid upon the tiny brunette. She was his and he was hers nothing would ever change that they shared a connection so deep the it transcended normal emotions. He watched her hesitate biting back the worry that she would flee the coffee shop knowing she needed to see him as much as he needed to see her. He waited patiently not rushing her just watching and waiting for her to come to him. When their eyes locked it took all of his strength to keep his resolve to wait for her approach. Her expression looked pained as she began her journey across the coffee shop to his table.

"Hello?" she smiled watching him stand as she resisted the urge to kiss his cheek not wanting to complicate anything further. Gasping when she felt his lips on her cheek as if he had read her mind. When he pulled away she had to remind herself to breathe and to stop acting like a high school girl. She was past all of that she was in college now in a mature adult relationship...which was absolutely miserable. She instantly regretted that thought as soon as it crossed her mind and shook her head as he moved away with that all too familiar smirk forming across his now thinner sexier face. If that was even possible.

"Hey,Rach." he greeted watching the brunette struggle to compose herself."How are you?" She smiled with what could only be relief." I am well, Finn, how are you?" She replied looking up into his felt every ounce of hostility and anger melt as he locked on to her chocolate brown beauties. "I-I'm good." He stammered kicking himself for letting her have that power. He shrugged it off and turned to the barista nodding she smiled briefly and began working on Rachel's drink. "It's been too long, Finn." she sighed taking a seat."what have you been up to?" He smiled letting his pride fill his eyes and shine enough for her to recognize it,a little trick he learned over the years from watching her." I am," he paused correcting himself "Well was teaching the New Directions but I -uh I told Shue about the kiss so I had to leave Lima. "She shot him her famously familiar disapproving glare "FINN, I TOL-" the stopped her putting his hands in the air."Wait Rach let me finish." he paused again collecting his thoughts and looking down to avoid the beautiful distraction that she was." but I got some advice from a very special girl that reminds me of you. She told me when I was moping around devastated that I had lost the best friend and mentor I could ever ask for to go get a teaching degree since it was clear that I was meant for it. So that is what I intend to do and the reason I asked you here today."

She sat and stared at the man before her proud and in awe of what had just been so eloquently shared with her."Wow!Finn that is wonderful. So where do you plan on getting this degree?" she asked fidgeting with her shirt trying to hide the need to jump and clap like a school girl for the new direction he had chosen for his life but she couldn't hide the smirk that followed the silly pun she had just thought of. "Well that is actually another reason I have asked you here today. You see I thought I might give New York another shot. You know since my brother,Santana,And.. well most importantly you live here." She stared at him not even caring to hide the smile on her face but before she could respond. The barista placed a cup in front of her."Can I get the two of you anything else." she asked politely smiling and fluttering her fake eyelashes at Finn all the while. He shook his head and thanked her as I resisted the primitive urge to bash her head into the table. No,no,no,no,NO! I thought to myself battling internally with the fact that a part of me said I was with somebody else I had no right to be so jealous and the other part of me that screamed he is mine and I had every right.

He watched the small brunette's eyes dart from him to the barista and instantly felt the need to explain the harmlessness of their actions and calm her down but then as immediately as that first thought crossed his mind he remembered there was no need. She had moved on and moved in with a complete Jerk. Then it dawned on him was she even still with him."So-" he started to ask as the barista walked away "How are you and that Brody guy?" She looked a little taken aback as she fidgeted with her hair. " We are okay I guess well. I mean besides the fact that i kind of feel like he has been avoiding me recently." I smirked liking the fact that he didn't seem to love her like I do. She raised an eyebrow. "Do you know something I don't Finn?" she asked angrily."erh- I -well I just don't like the guy Rachel." "Finn that is absolutely don't even know him" she stated putting her tiny hands on her hips glaring daggers at me."Rach, I have heard enough from Santana to sway me against him. Not that I needed any help with that seeing as he is with you and I am not."

I stared incredulously at him wanting so much to stand and storm out of the cafe but my unwavering love for the man before me kept me glued to my seat. "Look Finn I understand you feel that way about him but please this is just like when you were with Quinn and I wanted you so badly that I did anything I could to destroy you relationship with her.I don't expect you to fully understand what I am doing with him but if we are gonna be friends I at least need your support in all of this. I can't just drop him for no reason to go running back into your arms for a few moments only to have my hopes for our future ruined for the fifth or whatever time it would be. I just simply cannot repeat that cycle again. Please at least respect this for me." He nodded as I instantly regretted my words I knew they would hurt him. I wanted more than anything to be with Finn again but we could just never seem to get it right. So I had to explore my options. I stared at him sipping my latte as he processed my words. He spoke after several long uncomfortable minutes." I really hurt you didn't I?" he asked. I furrowed my brow a little confused as to what he meant by that."huh?"I shook my head.

" I really hurt you when I put you on that train didn't I?" I repeated clarifying the specific time. She sighed looking down obviously trying hide her tears."Yes."she replied meekly "You did and I still have never forgiven you for it." I buried my face in my hands trying to hide my shame."I am so so sorry, Rach." She sobbed lightly before she answered back"look Finn I love you. You were my first love but that day. The day you sent me away it killed me.A part of me actually died on that train alone. I spent the entire ride crying and fighting the urge to find you and punch you for doing that to me. Can you even imagine how much that hurt me?" she admitted looking away from my stare."I- I guess it must have felt the way it did when you walked away from me a few months later." She heaved a big sigh "I suppose so. Now what do we do?" she asked looking at me this time.I shook my head "I don't know but I would like to try to be friends if we can. I pains me for us to be so estranged."

I looked at him trying to find the words to comfort him. He looked as though I had just stabbed him in his already wounded heart with a Knife.I forced a sad smile "Well then let's try it." he perked up a bit at my response his gorgeous half smile spreading across his lips."So will you help me with my application you are much better at that than I am." he admitted scratching his head in an uncomfortable gesture.I beamed up at him "Of course i will" I said playing up my enthusiasm in an attempt to break the tension that had filled the air around us. He reached into a brown leather computer bag that was sitting on the floor next to him and pulled out a large folder. "These are some of the pamphlets I gathered over the last few days but I have no Idea where to apply." he stated looking nervous as he handed the stack to me.I ruffled through the papers and pamphlets thankful to have a reason not to look at his handsomely familiar face.A face that I had loved since the moment I heard his melodious voice. I cleared my throat and shook my head chasing those thoughts from my mind as I began sorting through the papers.

I am so sorry if there are still words and maybe even sentences missing. I Spent all night trying to fix the mistakes and still managed to get the exact same issues every time I uploaded or edited please forgive me for this.