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Hi. JW

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This is harder than I thought. JW

I thought that that if I could just text you what I needed to say it'd be easier. JW

Well, not YOU obviously cause you're dead. Your phone. JW

Ella suggested writing a letter or keeping a journal might help me. JW

Just like she said the blog would help me. JW

That bloody blog. JW

I should just delete it. It's not like anybody reads it anymore. JW


If I never had that stupid blog in the first place, maybe none of this would have happened. JW


Just got back home. Went to put the milk in the fridge and reminded myself that there might be body parts in the fridge. JW

But there weren't. JW

I almost miss that. JW

I can't believe I just said that. "I miss keeping body parts in the fridge." JW

Why do I get the feeling that I'm going to put Ella's kids through college with my therapy money? JW


Damn my leg. JW


It's quiet. JW

Too quiet. I mean when you were here-

When you were here, it was quiet a lot. But it's a different quiet when I'm by myself. JW


I'm bored, Sherlock. JW

You would have laughed at that. JW


Damn it, Sherlock, why did you jump? JW

Why did you make me leave Bart's? Because I know that was you. JW

Why did you die? JW

Why did you make me watch? JW


Went for coffee with Molly today. We talked about you. JW

She liked you, you know. Not that you'd understand that. JW


"I believe in Sherlock." Graffitied right on the side of Barts. JW

It's nice to know that I'm not the only one. JW


More graffiti today. This time it says "Moriarty was real", "Sherlock was framed", and my personal favourite, "Watson's Warriors." JW

I'm biased, of course. JW


Had coffee with Molly again today. She said that they painted over the graffiti this morning. Something just aren't meant to be. JW


Molly just sent me a text. She said that the graffiti is back already. :) JW


I finally got the courage to go in your room. JW

I didn't stay in there for very long. JW


Forget this. It's not helping. JW

I should really stop texting you anyway. This number is going to be reassigned eventually. JW

Or someone will find your phone and think some nutter is texting a ghost. JW


It'll be one year tomorrow, Sherlock. JW

One bloody YEAR. JW

I still believe in you. JW


I visited your grave today. But I didn't feel like that was where you were. JW

People are leaving flowers. JW

You still have fans. You'd hate that. JW

I find it comforting, though. That I'm not the only one grieving today. JW

Sentiment. You would've hated that, too. JW


I started out tell you how my day went, then I went back and erased it all for you. JW

It was boring. You would have deleted it in your head anyway. JW

Hi, sorry, but I think you've got the wrong number.

Oh, sorry. This number used to belong to a... friend… JW

What happened to him?

…He died. JW

I'm sorry. Who was he?

Sherlock Holmes. His name was Sherlock Homes and he was my best friend. JW

That consulting detective? I heard about it on the news, about a year ago.

You're John Watson, aren't you?

Yeah. But I'll stop bothering you now. It was nice talking to you. JW

If it helps, I believe in him, too.

… It does. Thank you. JW

If you don't mind me asking, what's your name? JW

My name's Mary. Mary Morstan.

Why do you sign all your texts JW?

Habit, I guess. Maybe I should stop doing that. It does get a little repetitive.

Don't. I think it's cute.

I think I'll start doing that. MM

I don't think that looks quite right.

You could just sign it MW. JW

Did you mean to type MW, John? A bit forward if you ask me.

Oh, god. Sorry, sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I just meant to type M. Sorry. I'll shut up now. JW

No, it's fine, really. Although… I think I want to get to know you better before I consider changing my name. ;) Mary xx

… Are you busy right now? JW