The Dark Side Of The Moon

by ilovekyosohma

everyone has secrets. what are the sohma's? what about tohru? or manabe? second is Kyo. what sort of secret can be kept by the cat, the very one whose secrets are most widely known?

1. Ritsu

I have all this greatness in my head-I can feel it there. I feel art, I feel stories, I feel poetry, I feel invention. I feel colors and shapes. My mind is a whirlwind of cavorting interests, a swirling vortex consuming the magic and mystery we call The Arts.

My name is Ritsu Sohma.

I have this mind, so full of invention, and so trapped. Trapped behind a barrier of words, a host of demons spawned from insecurity and despair.

I am sorry. I am sorry for withholding these great things.

But I worry about what you will think.

Would you hate me if they did not work?

Would you hate me if they came out wrong?

Would you hate me if I used bad grammar?

Do you hate me for never trying?

I'm so sorry.

I try. I try and try and try. But they won't be freed. I sit, like a pet duck, sitting on a pond with its wings clipped, longing to watch my ideas soar.

You sit, like a dog waiting for food, tailing whirling enthusiastically, hoping for more.

I'm sorry.

I have no food.

My thoughts will never take wing.

I apologize.

I'm so sorry.

I don't know where that came from. But there you have it. next chapter is kyo. What does a boy with so many secrets hide from even Akito? What does he hide from everyone?