LxLight FanFic:
Ch.1 Realization:
There are times when I wish Ryuzaki had a bit more emotion…its always as if nothing affects him and he just…doesn't feel at all. It really does hurt a little…
"Raito-kun, come over and look at this…" he says. But I know its just another plot to expose me. Every opinion of mine is compared to Kira's character profile. Its as if, to him, I am not me, but just someone who is supposed to be somebody else.
He sits beside me and takes lifts up a handful of papers, and begins leafing through them. I watch him as I always do, ever so carefully so he doesn't notice. Then, his finger slides across the edge of a sheet and the paper slices into his finger, a few drops of blood spattering the page. Without thinking, I take his hand and place his finger in my mouth, closing my eyes briefly.
When I open them, he is looking at me strangely. As if, for once, he doesn't know what to do. Do I imagine the blush surrounding his cheeks? I think not. I let go of his hand and he looks at his finger, and then back at me.
"R-Raito-kun…I-I didn't…" he stammers, obviously flustered
"shhh…." I reply, smiling
He looks at me, and suddenly his face softens and he sighs. What is he doing? Then he takes his hurt finger and places it in his own mouth, smiling. What does this mean?
I tilt my head to the side, staring into his eyes. For the first time, I see a glow in them. Unlike the normal determination or curiosity that usually fills them, this is something else….
"Kira…" he says, the smile still on his face.
I knew it. that's all I will ever be to him. Kira. But…what is he doing now? He is leaning forward to me, eyes half closed.
"My Kami…" he whispers in my ear, and at this I am taken by surprise. He just admitted that he doesn't care that I am Kira…then he moves slightly and presses his lips gently to mine, eyes closing.
Maybe….after all….I was more than just Kira to him…………..
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