Title: All I Wish For
Author: AlexOliviaSVU
Rated: K
Disclaimer: I don't own SVU or the characters just having fun with them. Summary: All Olivia wished for was……. Warning Femslash AO
Chapter 1
Olivia sat in front of her warm fire place, the glass windows were covered with snow as it was the time of year again, Christmas. The brunette detective watched the fames flicker as the logs burned. As she started dream when she was nudged, she looked beside her and saw her 3 year old son looking at her with his blue eyes. She smiled at him; his blonde hair was still wet from his night bath, he was dressed in winter warmers and robe along with slippers
"Hey buddy, you found a book to read?" she asked him, he nodded and held up a book, it was upside down. Olivia laughed she grabbed the book, turned it the right way and read the title "Roger Rabbit" "okay this one, come and sit on my lap" she told him as she opened her arms. He crawled into his mothers arms and rested against her chest. Olivia opened the book and started reading to him.
Olivia got to the end of the book, she looked down and saw that he had fallen asleep, he looked calm and relaxed in her arms; she smiled. She remembers the first time she held him in her arms after 5 hours of pain and labor.
"Congratulations it's a boy" the doctor called as he held up her screaming son for her to see, and then placed him on her stomach
"My baby boy" Olivia cried as she stroked his cheeks and forehead before the mid wife took him away to get cleaned and weighed. The doctor fixed up Olivia
"You did an excellent job, you and your partner should be proud" he said
"I haven't got one, but he is going to remind me of the one person that is in my heart" Olivia replied as she looked over at the mid wife's and her son. One of the mid wives handed the clean baby boy over to the cheerful and exhausted new mother
"What's his name going to be dear?" she asked. Olivia looked down at her son
"William Leigh Benson" the name rolled off her tongue, she smiled as he started to quiet down in her arms. Tears began to fall down her cheeks
Everyone was ecstatic about William being born, but everyone was concerned about Olivia doing it alone. She missed her love, the one true thing that meant that world to her was taken, Alex. Alex was William biological mother by blood and gene's, it was her egg that he was created by. Alex's mother Christine came to Olivia's apartment one night after Alex was put into Witness Protection and handed her a letter that had her name on it in Alex handwriting.
"Open it dear" Mrs. Cabot told her
Olivia slowly opened the letter and started reading it to herself,
Dearest Olivia,
If you are reading this I went too far with my job and it has got to me and I'm gone. I'm sorry for all the trouble I have caused you and the other detectives over the last few years. I sorry to leave this all on you and my mother, I should've listened to you and everyone else who told me to back away. But hey, I'm a stubborn person that has to learn the hard way. Now I may never get to ask you to marry me because I was too afraid that you would say no and turn away from me, I love you Olivia Benson and nothing with stop me from loving you.
I need you to do something for me Liv; I need you to bring a child into this world for me, my child, our child. Every 2 years I get some of my eggs taken out and get frozen, I always wanted children of my own but now I may never get to do it, I thought about me and you having children together but I'm not there to fore fill that thought, now I'm asking you for your help… My mother would be thrilled to have a grandchild for her to love.
Please think about it, it would mean the world to me and my mother
I love you Olivia, never forget me
Alex
Olivia didn't have to think twice, she went and got it done. One shot is what it took, Alex egg and a sperm donor to create the sleeping baby boy that Olivia held in her arms. He had Alex's features, blonde hair blue eyes, ears, cheeks and nose. Christine was happy about her grandson, she would visit every weekend or they would go up to the Cabot estate on the holidays to spend time with her. William's blue eyes would always light up when someone visit, he always have something new to show them.
Olivia was brought back into focus when she felt William move in her arms; she kissed his head and smelt his baby scent that he still had. When her legs started to numb she knew it was time for bed, she carefully got to her feet and waited for the blood to go back before heading to William's bedroom. After William was safely tucked in, Olivia went to bed herself to dream about a certain blonde that she had been dreaming about for the last 5 years.
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Olivia woke up the next morning feeling more refresh, she got out of bed and went and had a quick shower before William woke up. After a 10 minute shower she felt more awake, she got dressed and went into her sons' room
"William sweetie, time to wake up" she said softly as she played with his blonde locks. He moaned and stirred, he wasn't a morning person. "Come on honey, where going to see Santa today" she said and William eyes slowly opened
"Santa" he said as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes
"Yeah, come on up you get, we'll have some breakfast then go see Santa" Olivia replied as she leaned down and kissed his forehead
"Otay" he said as he crawled out of bed. Olivia grabbed some warm clothes for him to wear; she helped him change then went out into the kitchen. Olivia grabbed the oat meal and put it in William's favorite bowl then put it in the microwave for couple of seconds, she poured some milk into his cup and put in front of William. The microwave beep and Olivia pulled the bowl out and placed it in front of him then placed a bit of honey on top
"There you go buddy" she said and he started eating it, she grabbed herself some cereal and some coffee and read the newspaper while eating it. After breakfast and dishes were washed and put away, they put on there coats and scarves and headed to the local mall.
The mall was crowded with families, Olivia held William tight to her chest. His bight blue eyes looked around the large shopping centre, they walked passed a pet shop and there were some puppies in the window. The little blonde squealed as he saw them
"Woofy"
"That's right sweetie," Olivia said as she kissed the side of his head. The got to where Santa was sitting, children were lining up to sit on the big guys knee "look William, Santa"
"Santa" he whispered. Olivia laughed and went and stood in line, she could hear some little kids cry as they walked by not able to sit on Santa knee.
When it was William turn to see on Santa knee he was excited, Olivia walked him up to the big guy in red. Olivia helped William onto Santa knee.
"Hello there"
"Hi Santa" William said softly not believing that he was sitting on Santa knee
"And what do you want for Christmas?" Santa asked
"A new truck" William replied immediately
"Well if you be a good boy for your Mommy, I will get you a new truck" Santa said as he looked up at Olivia and she smiled "do you know what your Mommy wants for Christmas?" Santa asked the little blonde. William looked up at his mother then back to Santa and shook his head
"Okay buddy lets go" Olivia said as she grabbed her son off Santa knee then leaned close to the man and whispered "all I wish for is for the love of my life to come home to me"
"If you be a good girl" Santa said and Olivia laughed
"I'm always good". With that Olivia walked away from Santa with William on her hip, the small boy waving back to Santa.
Other the mall Olivia took William for ice cream then took him to the squad room to see his 'uncles' and his grandpa Cragen. She walked into the squad room and found Elliot sitting at his desk doing paper work. She whispered to William then put the small boy on the ground, William sneaked over to Elliot desks
"Boo" he said and Elliot jumped and looked down
"Hey there buddy" he said as he pulled the little boy up and placed him on the desk. Olivia walked over and sat in her chair opposite from Elliot
"I saw Santa" William said happily
"Oh yeah what did you ask him for?" Elliot asked
"A Truck" William replied
"Like Dickie" Elliot said and William nodded. Olivia watched as her son and partner talk about Santa. The captain came over to them and gave William a hug
"Hi Grandpa"
"Hey there, are you keeping out of trouble?" Cragen asked and William nodded
"We see Santa"
"Really? The guy in red?"
"Uh huh" William replied.
An hour later Olivia took William home. The night when Olivia put William to bed he asked "what Santa brings you?"
"We'll have to see wont we" Olivia replied. William yawned as his eyes started to close "get some sleep baby, you had a big day today, I love you"
"Wvu you" William replied and fell into a deep sleep. He had dreams about Santa.
AN: This story is a short one; it's been playing in my head for ages, its going to have 2 short chapters. Please don't hate me.