-1Reflection Ren

It wasn't that long ago before I first saw him. When I first called him a baka. What have I turned into? I did the most stupidest thing for my emotions.

Look at me,

You think you see who I really am,

But you'll never know me.

Now look where I am! A huge chain around my neck like a dog and my body and face covered in blood. My wounds are so deep. They sting and hurt. sigh I bet you're wondering why I'm like this, huh. Why am I punished so badly? I let my emotions get the better of me and went against my family showing them my emotions towards my friends. Especially that baka kisama. blushes I should've never done what I did. But my heart feels lighter then ever before and It's a good feeling. So, it was worth it.

Now I see,

If I wear a mask I can fool the world,

But I can never fool my heart.

What should I do now? Am I going to die here? Wait, I must do it. I feel like a doggy. ARF ARF!!! RENNY WANTS TO GET THE HELL OUTTA HERE!!!!!!! rattling cage bars BARK BARK!! GET ME OUT!!!! GET ME OUT!!!! A least a cookie or a biscuit to feed me? sigh Oh whatever. Now that little act is out of my system. Where was I? Oh! Still moping. Eh-hem. Oh, how I wish to be saved…………. God, that was pathetic. I truly wish I can get out though. To tell the truth, I truly wish he was here to insult me. He said his name was HoroHoro. sigh What I can't believe is that he saw me fight, and still didn't remember my name. That damned Baka! I told him my name was Tao Ren. Now, for the people who are reading this, I have a question for you. DO I LOOK ANY BIT LIKE A GIRL!? I guess I was hiding myself so much that I don't know who or what I am.

Who is that I see,

Staring straight,

Right at me.

Is this punishment going to change me, or is it going to revert me back to normal? The person who I really am.

When will my reflection show?

Who I am inside

I guess it's wrong to show who you really are I this world. I fought for HoroHoro, because he is my friend. I fought to show that friendship can be stronger then hate! But, for some odd reason, when he got close to me, I felt my heart pounding in my chest. What us this feeling? I don't want to tell him or anyone else. I'm afraid about what everyone will think. I would be the outcast of the world.

I am now,

In a world were I have to hide my heart,

And what I believe.

I'm stuck here because I stood up for myself. Should I fight back again? I'd need help though. I need help getting out of these god forsaken chains! I will fight, but, I need you. I need help getting out. HoroHoro! I need you!

But some how I will show the world

What's inside my heart.

And be loved for who I am.

I still won't know who I am though, but, I'll have a damn good portion about me! I'll find out… Somehow.

Who is that I see?

Staring straight,

Right at me.

When will my reflection show?

Who I am inside?

Foot steps What's that? Who's there? Father? I'm so scared now. I can't look.

"Hey! Ya wanna get out of those chains, sweetie?"

"What!? Sweetie!? I'll kick your ass Horo…!" I stopped yelling.

"Finish it pointy head."

"HoroHoro!!" I started shaking the chains.

"That's my name!" He said proudly. I'm so happy he's here. I just wanna kiss him!

O.o

Um.. But I wouldn't do that, because were both guys, and that would be gay. I'm not gay.

"Come on, Ren! Let's go!" He said opening the cage. I looked at him frustrated.

"Well?" He growled. I pointed not the chain on my neck.

"Ren!"

"I gotta chain around my neck dumbass!!!!" I said tugging at it. Then it popped off.

"And now ya don't!" HoroHoro said smugly with the chain in his hand, swinging it in a circle.

"Now, let's go get revenge, Ren!" He grabbed my hand.

"Yes, let's go" I ran by his side. Now, I'll be able to show who I really am in front of my friends! My heart and soul are free of troubles now, thanks to you, HoroHoro. I got a glimpse of who I really am.

There's a heart that must be free

To fly.

That burns,

With the need to know the reason why.

Why must we all conceal

What we think,

And how we feel?

Must there be

A secret me

I'm forced to hide.

The more I'm with HoroHoro, the more I'm happy about being myself.

I won't pretend that I'm

Someone else,

For all times,

When will my reflection show,

Who I am inside?

I guess I have won the battle inside me to find myself. Now I'll show it to my friends. Thank you HoroHoro. You are truly, my best friend.