A/N: hi everyone, if this is your fist time reading this story I hope you like it, but if you have read this story before first I just want to say sorry for not updating also I am redoing this story seeing as I started writing it in high school and my writing style has changed. to the people that reviewed my story thank you, you are very kind. Finally I know just where I want this story to go, now I just have to write it. thank you all and now,

I do not own Inuyasha so don't sue thanks!^^

Chapter 1: A Dream or a Bad Day?

"why is it so dark? where am I? it's so cold here." whispered Kagome looking around the cold dark space around her, but seeing nothing but the blackness she try taking a step forward her left hand out to feel for obstacles and her right hand tightly griping her heart as if that would help her slow its rapped betting

the only sound was the clicking of her brown Penney loafers on the ground in till

"Kagome " came a whisper from the darkness

"wha... who's there?" asked Kagome stopping to try and look for who had said her name but still seeing nothing

"Kagome" came the wiper again this time a little louder

"inu? is that you?" she asked hopefully

"Kagome" this time is seemed to be coming from behind her

"this isn't funny... come out inu if that's you!" she almost screamed in a fear felled voice

"Kagome Kagome kagoME kaGOME KAGOME!" wisped the voice slowly getting louder till it made her ears ring and at the same time seeming to come from everywhere at once almost laughing at her

"Stop! what do you want? who's there?come out NOW!"

"Ku ku ku" and that dark chuckle came from the darkness, she knew just who she was dealing with and it frightened her to her core. she felt cold, freezing right down to her soul .as she try to take a step back the why she came she hit what felt like a wall of cold stone.

She quickly turned around but Just as she did, strong arms wrapped around her pulling her close. As soon as she did she realized her mistake it was too late, he had trapped her, bringing her close to him, close enough to feel the warmth of his breath against her ear.

"Kagome, now you're mine now, and no one can save you…" Naraku whispered

then Before she could say or do a thing he pulled her in to a hard kiss. Tears ran down her cheeks, when she was finally able to break the kiss she did the first thing that came to her mind

"INUYASHA!…"

"Kagome... Kagome... Kagome, wake up" Sango said, shaking her friend trying to wake her from whatever nightmare she was having

"N..n. no….s..st..op. STOP" Kagome screamed as she sat up, tears running freely down her face.

"Mama, it's ok, it was just a dream." Shippo said trying to calm Kagome down.

"Yes, Kagome-sama you have nothing to fear. You are among friends here" added Miroku.

"Where is Inuyasha" she asked still crying wanting nothing more than to be held in her loves arms after that dream, she could almost still feel the cold of Naraku's arms around her and it made her feel sick.

"He went for a walk. He's not back yet" answered Miroku.

"I...I… got to see I. Inuyasha" said Kagome, getting up and starting to walk away.

"Kagome-Chan, he went that way" Sango pointed behind her "and don't go too far, it's late. I don't want anything to happen to you." finished Sango though she wanted to go with her friend see knew that she needed some alone time right now to think and calmed down.

"Ok Sango thanks" she said walking away to find Inuyasha.

About 10 minutes later…

feeling much calmer now after her walk

where is he? thought Kagome as she looked around for the first time where am I? stopping and looking from side to side but not see anything that would let her know where she was she just syed

"maybe I went too far, Kami am I going to get an ear full from Sango when I get back" but just as she was going to give up and turn around she started to hear people talking.

"Inuyasha?" she whispered walking closer to where the sound was coming out from behind a tree she was now able to see what was going on.

"Inuyasha?…KIKYOU!" she said loudly, making them both turn to her.

"So after all she has done to us, you still go back to her, INUYASHA" Kagome all but yelled her heart felt like it was finally shattering just like the Shikon had, it was all just to much for her. all the times he had done this to her before and then the dream to night that had her shaking done to her very soul, seeing this something in her just snapped.

"Kagome wait please, don't go I can explain" as he said that Kikyou moved to Inuyasha and put her arms around his neck, knowing what this would do to Kagome. Inuyasha just moved her arms away and tried to plead with Kagome again.

"Kagome, it's not what it looks like" Inuyasha said his voice and golden eyes seemed to be begging her to understand but she was just too far gone right now.

"It's not what it looks like? Inuyasha, it's not what it looks like! And what's that, you making out with her. Or don't tell me, Inuyasha, you where giving her C.P.R.….. no… that wouldn't work now would it?…. cause SHE'S DEAD…"

"Kagome, please. I love you, Kagome." Inuyasha said, his head hanging low with sadness and a red blush covering his face.

"You love me" she looked at him lowering his head. "If you loved me…. INUYASHA, LOOK AT ME" His head snapped up to meet her angry gaze "Inuyasha, if you really loved me you wouldn't keep doing this to me. For the past three years, all you have been able to do is run off to Kikyou every chance you get and I've just sat by and let you keep hurting me…AND NOW YOU LOVE ME" Turning to walk away and so he wouldn't see her tears, she said "Inuyasha I'm going to get Shippo and go back to Kaede's for a while…I will still help you to find the shards, but after that I don't ever want to see you again. I'm done Inu, I can't take it anymore it's killing me"

With that she ran off toward the camp with a broken heart and a tear stained face. Kikyou just smiled just behind Inuyasha.

"Inuyasha, you don't need her, not when you have me, your real love." said Kikyou as she tried to rap her arms around him from behind, but Inuyasha just moved out of the way and out of her reach.

"You don't get it Kikyou, I love Kagome, not you." told her almost sounding like he was talking to a spoiled child, and started to go after Kagome, but before he could get far Kikyou replied "If that was true Inuyasha my love, then why do you keep coming back to me night after night after sweet night..." Inuyasha stopped, lowering his head. Kikyou knew she had won.