Hello there you guys, how have you been? Hope you are doing well.

Okay so I got really inspired during my English class today and this first chapter kind of just wrote itself.

There are some things I want to make clear here, The Dark Order in my fictional world is a military service and can me joined by choice, there may be a twist to it but I don't want to give too much away. Also the characters are slightly or more then slightly out of character but then again, aren't they always in fanfiction stories? I think that is all, I hope you guys enjoy this and I cant wait to post the next chapter! It's almost halfway done! :D

"Will you wait for me?" he muttered in a low sweet voice beside my ear. I was trying too hard to suppress my tears but it was no use, I just couldn't let them from flowing. I took a deep breath and threw myself at him, hugging him tightly. I knew this day would come but it always seemed so very far. I could feel a smile lingering on his lips as he hugged me as tightly or tighter than I did. The tears were now flowing down my cheeks and at this point I couldn't do anything about it.

"I will always be here, Kanda. This may sound really cheesy but, I'll wait for you for was long as it takes."

He let out a small chuckle and squeezed me even tighter. Time was running short and we both knew this. I placed my hands on his cheeks, while he refused to remove his arms from around my waist. I leaned in and placed a gentle kiss on his lips. I knew I looked like a complete mess but it mattered not, I gave him a smile, kissed him again then stated to free myself from his grip but I could not, he wouldn't let me.

"You don't plan on leaving yet do you? I still have ten minutes until I must leave. Until then please… just let me have as much as your warmth as I can, I will be separated from you for a whole year, I need to fuel up as much as I can."

Fresh tears began to flow down once more and I placed my head on the nape of his neck.

"Idiot! Here I wanted to leave you with a cool image of me! And yet… and yet…" I sobbed as my grip around his neck tightened.

"Who would have known you were this sentimental Moyashi? If I knew I could have teased you so much more, you are actually pretty cute when you cry."

"That's only because you decided to join the Dark Order! I'm like this because I'm afraid you are going to die."

"I won't. That I promise you, as long as you love me I will not die.

…

The alarm clock rang and Allen Walker was awoken with a jump. His eyes were full with tears as he sat up but he wiped them off with his long sleeve. He sat there for a moment reflecting on the dream he had just had and took a deep sigh. That dream, was actually the last memory he had with his lover of four years, Kanda Yuu. It was the night before Kanda Yuu, had to leave to the army of the Dark Order. Although Allen had tried and tried to convince Kanda to not do it, he couldn't change his mind. So here he was, three months later and still feeling the same loneliness as the very night Kanda had left. He took another deep sigh and pulled himself out of bed; he grabbed his thick framed glasses from his night stand and put them on then headed toward the closet to look for a change of clothes. He didn't even bother to check if his roommate had made it back to the room of their dorm, the dream he had had really affected him. He still felt a little down but he was at least calming down, he hit his face with both his hands and opened the closet. He pulled out a white button up shirt, a black vest, a red tie and some black jeans and started to change. He then headed towards his desk to prepare him backpack for his morning classes, in that he heard the rustling of sheets on the top bunk which meant his college roommate Lavi had made it back home safely. There was the sound of an awfully loud yawn and then more rustling of sheets and finally the sound of Lavi going down the mini stairs of his bunk bed.

"You're up awfully early don't you think Allen? What classes do you have anyways?" Lavi said as he walked toward the restroom half-naked, in his underwear as he always did.

Allen didn't answer and continued to pack his bag. He had barely met his college roommate Lavi three months ago when his first semester of college started. He didn't think much of him really, from the three months he knew him he came to figure out that Lavi liked to party and full around, a lot. They did talk and when they did it wasn't a waste of time, Allen didn't mind him as a roommate. When Allen was done preparing for class he opened up his drawer and took out a picture, a picture of himself and Kanda back in high school. Every time he had a dream of him he looked at the picture, he smiled. Allen clearly remembered how much Kanda hated photos and how he practically forced in into taking one with him. And every time he looked at the picture tears started to flow and he always started to cry. Only this time he had forgotten Lavi was still in their room, normally he would only do so when he was alone.

"Hey Allen! Didn't you hear me talking to you fro- Hey! Are you okay? Why are you crying?"

Allen turned around abruptly and started at Lavi in surprise. He quickly put the picture back in its original place and turned his back towards Lavi.

"Sorry. I'm fine, it's nothing."

"How are you fine? Something obviously happened! You can't fool me you idiot."

Lavi said this with a sigh and gave Allen a hug, well more like a half hug. As half-naked as he was, as much as his hair imitated that of a lion's main, as cold as he was for being half-naked he hugged him. The truth was that Lavi bared feelings towards Allen, although they were not feeling of love just yet, it was the fundamental emotion that laid the path towards those feeling of love. Allen as much as he wanted to push Lavi away he didn't, he turned Lavi's half hug into a full one and wrapped his hands around Lavi's chest. And he cried, he cried as much as he cried the day Kanda actually left and Lavi took it, he kept hugging Allen and caressing his hair until finally Allen pulled away.

"I'm sorry about that Lavi, I promise it won't happen again. I just… got a little sentimental is all it happens to me quite a lot lately, must have to do with the college stress huh?" Allen said as he laughed nervously. Lavi stared at him for a while then he himself let out a small chuckle, of course Lavi was much smarter then he let people know and he could deduct quite easily that Allen was lying but he let it slide. He patted Allen in the head and threw himself on Allen's lower bunk bed.

"Yeah I know what you mean. At times like that why don't you go party with me? It really relieves the stress and you'll have the time of your life!" Allen smiled.

"You know I'm a nerd and don't party. Actually I don't even think I could party." Allen said and thinking it over he laughed and shook his head side to side again and again. Lavi smiled at this.

"Oh yeah before I forget you received a letter yesterday. I went to check out if what I ordered had arrived and they told me to hand it in to you. I was quite surprised actually, I thought people don't write letters now days! Go ahead and take it, I left it on my desk."

Allen almost ran to Lavi's desk and picked up the letter, as he expected it was from his beloved Kanda. He opened it up as fast as he could and began to read. He let out a laugh when his eyes hit the first sentence. The more he read the more his spirits were being lifted and he slowly was going back to his normal self. He smiled as his eyes reached the end of the letter, he then placed it gently on his desk and turned towards Lavi and the door.

"Thanks for the giving me this, also don't just sleep on my bed, that's why you have your own." Allen said with a smile then walked out the door. Once Lavi was certain that Allen had walked away he got up and walked towards the letter, he opened it up and read it for himself:

"Hey Moyashi, you haven't cheated on me have you? Remember what I told you before I left, if I ever discover you cheated on me I will freaking kill the bastard who dared touch MY Moyashi. As for you, oh you don't want me to tell you what I would do to you. Also you aren't crying are you? If you are then stop! Didn't I tell you how cute you look when you cry? If some guy saw your crying face they would obviously throw themselves at you and I don't like that one bit. I am doing fine over here at the Dark Order, to put your mind at ease I haven't gone through anything dangerous, I'm still only doing my basic training. I will finally be allowed to make a phone call or maybe even a video chat soon so look forward to that. I miss your face, I miss your smile, I miss you. I love you Moyashi and remember… Wait for me okay? Only nine months left.

Always yours Yuu."

Lavi put the letter back in the envelop and slammed it exactly where Allen had left it. He then remembered that Allen had put something in his drawer when he had started crying, he knew that he must look like some psycho stalker but he was curious, he opened the drawer up and took out the picture. There in the picture was a younger Allen in a typical high school uniform, he was smiling brightly as he forcefully hugged a man Lavi did not recognize. The man in the picture looked like he was struggling to free himself from Allen's grasp, he was fairly taller than Allen and he looked like a pretty cold individual. He turned to the back of the picture and there, in someone's handwriting it said, "Allen and Kanda at the school festival! Way to go Allen, you got Kanda to take a picture! – Lenalee." Lavi then flipped the picture back to the front and stared at it for a while.

"So this is my rival huh? Seems like a big one indeed." Lavi put the letter back into the drawer and threw himself on Allen's bed. He knew who Lenalee was, she was a friend of Allen and lived on the third floor of the same dorms they were in. If anyone knew about Allen's past and who this mystery lover was it had to be her. Remember how Lavi did not quite love Allen just yet? Well his emotions were quickly changing and he was almost there, very close to the emotion everyone wants to experience, the emotion called love.

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