Disclaimer : I do not own Ouran High School Host Club

Synopsis : Dreams toyed our come back.

Sometimes I wonder whether dreams are meant to arouse us. I've always had heartbroken dreams plaguing my nights. Like today, for instance. The morning shower and a short nap after before the clouds recite the morning sun. I couldn't see clearly at first before the view came before me. It had supposed to be a surreal reality. Oh how I wish that it was the case because his very presence had always lived inside my heart.

He's a devil in disguise.

He's the only one that I want.

"Haruhi, I can't lie to you," he said.

I've sighed heavily and shrugged him off. He smiled knowingly that I wouldn't care regardless how messy I may looked like. I haven't seen him for almost a year and nothing could've stop our meeting back to square one. My eyes brimmed with tears when I caught a glimpse of him during the school's assembly a few minutes ago. Knowing that I had never been over him during his absence from my life, I supposed that it is only natural for the bastard to greet me first.

He offered his arms to me and I took it. I didn't know where he was taking me but I was too gullible to care.

The sun came then.

I didn't realized that he had our hands entwined together and kissed it. I stared at him for a long time and our eyes met.

"Smells like the mandarin body mist that you'd liked so much," he said knowingly.

"Stupid," muttered myself

We had a quiet stroll down in the gardens. Like a couple of birds flying up in the sky enjoying the wind. Him and I had no intentions to stop as both if us continued on walking. The trees, the flowers had a strange effect on my vision. It was as if everything was drained of colour. Most things looked a calming shade of grey. Only minutes ago I had seen the light in his onyx eyes.

The soft hand that was holding mine began to disappear.

My eyes filled with tears and then the tears wouldn't stop. My devil continued on walking and I couldn't keep up with his pace. I kept on running and running but I couldn't reach him.

I wish, I thought, that I had confessed everything and hugged him more.

I wish that he wouldn't leave.

I wish -

Before I've realized that everything was just a dream.

A beautiful dream.