How Clare saw it: I was nervous, and my hands felt clammy as they trembled but my heart was racing and my stomach fluttered and he looked at me like I was his entire world.
How Eli saw it: She was shaking, or was I? I didn't know. It could have been both of us. My heart wasn't beating, I wasn't breathing. God, she was beautiful. Did life ever get any better than this? I didn't think so. I could look into her eyes forever.
How Clare saw it: I placed my hands to his bare chest. I felt his heart beat against my palms. He was real... this was real. How could any of it be so real? It felt like a dream.
How Eli saw it: She touched me, her hands to my chest. Oh no, what if she can feel how fast my heart is racing? My face grew warm.
How Clare saw it: He was blushing and it made me giggle. He was way too cute for his own good. I slid my hands down his body and bit my lip.
How Eli saw it: I watched her bite her lip and ached to kiss her, and so I did.
How Clare saw it: He kissed me. Blessed be thy name, I was putty in his hands.
How Eli saw it: I could probably kiss her forever and never grow tired of it. I wondered then what I could get away with. My hands found her waist and I slid them down. She was wearing nothing but her underwear and a cotton shirt. I slid my fingers beneath the plastic of her panties and grabbed her ass. She let me.
How Clare saw it: He grabbed me and pulled me close, I let him.
How Eli saw it: I wanted her.
How Clare saw it: I wanted him.
How Eli saw it: I loved kissing her.
How Clare saw it: I let my fingers trace over his body, exploring his soft skin. Did he want me like I wanted him?
How Eli saw it: This was unbearable, she pressed her body against me and I ached for her, throbbing with lust that desperately wanted to take control. Unbearable I tell you. Completely unbearable.
How Clare saw it: Just say it. Ask me or tell me or say something!
How Eli saw it: "I need you." I spoke the words and nothing had ever been more true in my life. I needed her in more ways than one, "I can't take it anymore."
How Clare saw it: He was begging and I was surprised I didn't moan in reply. This was no fair, he couldn't beg! How was I supposed to say no to the desperation in his voice? I couldn't.
How Eli saw it: How long would I have to plead for her? I would gladly do it forever, just to have her in my arms. Her fingers lingered slowly on my skin. She was teasing me now.
How Clare saw it: I was shy and nervous. What if I didn't know what to do? What if I messed up or if it hurt or if I didn't do it right? My nerves shook as he kissed me again softly.
How Eli saw it: I knew she was nervous. I could see it in her eyes. But I was here for her. I loved her more than anything.
How Clare saw it: I loved Eli Goldsworthy with my entire heart. I trusted him and cared for him and I knew he felt the same. I had to trust him now.
How Eli saw it: "I love you." I whispered and kissed her lips briefly, "Trust me, everything will be okay. I promise."
How Clare saw it: He cooed in my ear and my heart beat pounded inside me. I could feel it swelling and I did trust him! More than anything. "I trust you. I love you." I wasnt sure how I found the ability to speak but as he kissed my neck I felt myself calming to mush beneath him.
How Eli saw it: She relaxed and I kissed her as much as I could. This was really happening.
How Clare saw it: This was really happening.
How Eli saw it: Holy shit.
How Clare saw it: I braced myself.
How Eli saw it: I would take care of her, this was about her. About us.
How Clare saw it: There was no turning back now. Nothing was inbetween us. Not even our clothes. We were completely bare and we kissed.
How Eli saw it: We kissed again and I held my breath as I entered her slowly and was seriously overwhelmed with it all. How had I ever lived without this before?
How Clare saw it: It hurt, oh my god did it hurt.
How Eli saw it: Was there enough room in me to hold all the pleasure, and the love and all of these emotions?
How Clare saw it: No one was strong enough to feel such an overwhelming mixture of feelings. Nothing had prepared me for this, and yet somehow everything felt okay, perfect even.
How Eli saw it: It was incredible.
How Clare saw it: It was beautiful.
How Eli saw it: It was hands down the best thing that has ever happened to me.
How Clare saw it: It was perfect in so many ways.
How Eli saw it: I never wanted it to end.
How Clare saw it: Did it have to end?
How Eli saw it: It was going to end soon.
How Clare saw it: The people who say that nothing is perfect have obviously never shared such an intimate act with Eli Goldsworthy. This sort of feeling should have been shared, but I was a selfish girl and I would never give him up to anyone else.
How Eli saw it: Fuckkkk mmmm unghhhhhh
How Clare saw it: Oh!
How Eli saw it: I loved her. I loved her, god I loved her.
How Clare saw it: I can't wait to feel this once the pain goes away...
How Eli saw it: I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
How Clare saw it: Faster! The faster you go the less it hurts! ... did I say that outloud?
How Eli saw it: Why does she have to moan like that? It should be illegal to make such an appealing sound!
How Clare saw it: I love him. I kissed him then as he moved and moaned. Was I holding him too tight?
How Eli saw it: I loved the way she held my body tightly to hers. Ugh, I was already so close! It was impossible to hold on with such an overwhelming, incredible feeling of pleasure.
How Clare saw it: His body tensed.
How Eli saw it: Oh god...
How Clare saw it: His head fell to my chests and his breathing sped up.
How Eli saw it: Oh God!
How Clare saw it: I kissed his neck and held him. There was nothing more important to me in the world than the boy in my arms.
How Eli saw it: I crushed my lips to hers as I finished, a throaty moan came out and I clutched onto the bed beside her trying to keep myself up. Passion corsed through me. Love fell from ever pore of my body and I kissed her and kissed her and kissed her, and kissed her, and kissed her...
How Clare saw it: I tried not to giggle. It was surprisingly cute actually. We were both breathing hard and he couldn't stop kissing me, not that I minded.
How Eli saw it: I would never stop kissing her.
How Clare saw it: "Stop kissing me!" I had giggled.
How Eli saw it: She laughed as her hands wrapped around my neck and I kissed up her throat to her jaw and then I found her lips. I. Would. Never. Stop. Kissing. Her.
How Clare saw it: I pushed him back, prying his lips from mine as his rolled over to lay beside me on the bed. His chest heaved up and down and I just admired him.
How Eli saw it: The sound of our breathing filled the room and I put my arm around her. God, she was beautiful. Even covered in a glossy sheen of sweat and her hair a mess. Beautiful didnt even begin to cover it actually.
How Clare saw it: I whispered I love you and only hoped he felt as happy as I did in that moment.
How Eli saw it: I was pretty sure I could never feel happier. I told her I loved her too but that was a lie. I was more than just in love with her and that would never change.
How Clare saw it: He was my everything.
How Eli saw it: She was my world.
How Clare saw it: Dear lord forgive me for I have sinned and I loved every since second of it.
How Eli saw it: Again.
How Clare saw it: Again.
How they both said it: "Again."
How Eli saw it: So we kissed,
How Clare saw it: Rolled back over and
How Eli saw it: Mmmmmm oooohgoddd!
How Clare saw it: We did it again.