Disclaimer: I don't own Hamilton (duh).


I saved every lesson you taught me

From the moment I learned them, I knew you were God

You seemed like a god, I thought you were God

Do you know what Angelica said

Every time a new baby arrived?

She said "We'll have to be careful now

Because only the strongest survive."

You and your words formed my identity

You shaped every one of my senses

You built a palace of every piano piece

You built cathedrals

I'm rereading the lessons you taught me

I'm searching and scanning for answers in every line

For some kind of sign, and when things were fine

The world seemed to rise up

You published the letters she wrote you

You told the whole world how you brought this girl into our home

In clearing your name, you have ruined our lives

Do you know what Angelica said when she read what you'd done?

She said, "I'm ashamed to be his daughter"

And I'm ashamed to be your son

You and your words, obsessed with your legacy

Your sentences border on senseless

And you are paranoid in every paragraph

How they perceive you

You, you, you…

I'm erasing myself from the narrative

Let future historians wonder

How Philip reacted when you broke his heart

You have torn it all apart, I am watching it fall, fall

The world has no right to my heart

The world has no place in my head

They don't get to know what I said

I'm throwing away all the lessons

That might have redeemed you

You forfeit all rights to my heart

I forfeit your pride and your name

My world will never be the same

With only the memories of when you were my dad

I hope that you fall


A/N: In case you couldn't tell, the Angelica in the song is Angelica Hamilton, Philip's younger sister.