AN: ok this was just on my mind and when I started to type, it didn't really come out like I thought it would. Don't hate me I'm and EO fan!!!!!

Disclaimer: I own nothing.

Elliot's POV

I can't believe I did that. I can't believe I just kissed Dani. How could I be so stupid.

"Listen Dani..." I look away. As much as I don't want to be with her, I still don't want to hurt her feelings "...I just...I can't do this...I can't be with you" I could see the pain in her eyes. Nice, I should have just gone along with it, it's not like Liv is coming back anytime soon.

She wiped the corners of her mouth "don't flatter yourself" she got back into the sadan and drove off. All I could do was stand here cold, in the middle of nowhere, with no means of getting home.

"FUCK" I fall to my knees "god Olivia, I wish you were here" I could feel tears rolling down my face. I just wanna die. I've messed everything up, and now, I wish I could just take it all back.

Flashback

I can't do this anymore. I can't be looking over my shoulder making sure you're okay!

You son-of-a-bitch, you know that's not true!

I need to know you can do your job and not wait for me to come to the rescue!

End flashback

Just replaying that day in my head made me feel like I was going to be sick. How could I say and do all of those things and expect to get away with it. I guess it's karma coming back to bite me in the butt. I can here my cell ringing, and, for a moment I pray to god that it's Olivia.

"Hello?"

"Yea El it's me Don..." I guess god doesn't love me "...I need you back her ASAP" before I could even tell him that I had no way of getting back, he hung up.

"Geezzus" I make my way up to the main road. Maybe if I take out my badge someone will stop.

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"Olivia, it's good to have you back" Don stood and reached over his desk to shake the waiting hand.

"Well, if it was my choice, I would have never left"

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(Elliot's POV from here on)

When I got back to the station, Dani was sitting there. It took all of me not to yell at her. I walked over to Fin and Munch "so, what's the big emergency?"

"Uhhh, we ran out of coffee" Fin said madder of factly.

Munch threw his pen down "what, I just made a pot" he walked over to the machine "which is still sitting here"

I just rolled my eyes and walked over to my desk."Thanx for leaving me out there" I said with cold voice.

Dani's head shot up "fuck you Elliot, I kiss you-"

At that moment I here Cragen clearing his throat. I lift my head to look at him, but all I see is someone sitting there with their back towards me. She stood up and turned around. "Olivia" I whisper to myself.

"I'll see you tomorrow Liv" Cragen ushered her out of the building, but, before leaving, she gave me the most dirtiest look and for some reason I just wanted to kiss her and tell her that I'm sorry, but at the same time, what I did is unforgivable.

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It's been a month and I don't even talk to her. I feel like I've been robbed of a life I literally took from myself.

"Love you El"

I felt her warm breath against my neck as she moves closer. I hesitate for a moment.No one will ever take the place of Olivia, but,I need to move on "love you too Dani"I feel some tears falling down my face and I mouthed 'but I love Olivia more'

We're the best of friends

And we share our secrets

She knows everything ohoh

that is on my mind

Lately something's changed

As I lie awake in my bed

A voice here inside my head

softly says

Why don't you kiss her

Why don't you tell her

Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide

Cause she'll never know

If you never show the way you feel inside

Oh, I'm so afraid

To make that first move

Just a touch and we could cross the line

And every time she's near

I wanna never let her go

Confess to her what my heart knows

Hold her close

Why don't you kiss her

Why don't you tell her

Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide

Cause she'll never know

If you never show the way you feel inside

What would she say

I wonder would she just turn away

Or would she promise me that she's here to stay

It hurts me to wait

I keep asking myself

Why don't you kiss her

Why don't you tell her

Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide

Cause she'll never know

If you never show the way you feel inside

Why don't you kiss her (tell her you love her)

Why don't you tell her (tell her you need her)

Why don't you let her see the feelings that you hide

Cause she'll never know

If you never show

The way you feel inside

why don't you kiss her