I lie awake each night,
Temptation grasping
at my dreams,
Convincing me that I cannot belong.
The
harsh darkness of shadows have engulfed my fragile mind,
Calling
out in cruelty to my conscience
As it hides.
I am your
shattered hopes and expectations,
Which share the blood that
courses through you;
A Fallen Angel born through hateful
union.
Pray no longer for the Angel you desire.
Because
of your deceptions, your betrayals, and your lies,
She will
remain forever lost.
The hurtful words and harsh
affection,
That some have called 'Tough Love,'
Is never
what was fated to be.
Wanting hasn't gotten us
anywhere.
Hopes and dreams can live only in fairytale.
I
have gone,
And your abandonment will scar my heart no longer.
okay, i can't think of titles for these...if anybody can, please tell me, and i'll give you credit for the suggestion this one is a bit darker than the first two, and..if you need me to explain anything, feel free to ask, or make corrections ...well okay...its a LOT darker...i guess it kind of relates to my father, now that i look at it...real father, not my character's father'...you know, all the criticism, and the "nothing is good if it isn't perfect" attitude. and we mustn't forget the false accusations' anyway, yeah. enjoy. and this WOULD be written 'Full Moon O Sagashite' style..(i recommend the anime...or the manga...its the greatest) and...maybe it is written that way...the only difference is the mood...cuz most of her songs in the book are pretty upbeat and innocent, and this is just darker...sadder...and yeah'