Sweet... That's what I think off when I look at you, sweet... Your golden eyes, your jet-black hair… Sweet… You want to make me think of you, make me want you, make me take you. You want me to comfort you when you are hurt, to cheer you up when you are sad, to fix you when you are broken… Sweet… To sweet…
You are to sweet to be with me, you won't be able to live at my side. You will be hurt, you will be sad, you will be broken, and I wouldn't be there to fix you. And what happens when I am not there? Will you move on to some one else? Of course you will, because no matter how sweet you are, you are not one to stay alone.
You are now in her arms, waiting for some one to come and save you, and for that some one to be me. Me, Kai Hiwatari. But you will not have me here, because no matter how much I love you, and no matter how much I care, I will not get hurt by your rejection, I will not live to see you leave me, and I will not help you on your way to survive, for it would drag me down in the world of true love, and I would never be able to leave again, heartbroken, a terrible pain in my chest every time I see you, much worse then the one I have now. And you, you so sweet, will carry on, like the parasite you are.
You are indeed like the insect called a parasite. You have a lover, while searching for another, whilst I will stick to that one person, you would have moved on within time, while I would still want to continue.
Why must thou torture me so? Sending flirtish winks, unnecessary touches? I see the looks you give me, clouded with lust and love for a moment. But I will not react, I will not reply. I will not love,
Rei Kon.