First Fan-Fiction.
Disclaimer: I do not own Criminal Minds. I wish I did but I dont. CBS does although im sure they could share. I do own my OC.
Every day I sit in my apartment and think what if I had married that man? What would my life had been if I married him. Would I have had kids running around by now?
Would I have been working a crap ass job taking orders from a fucking retard of a boss? Or would I have been sitting in my house playing housewife to a FBI Agent who
was never home? I can't live with the what ifs and the would I's anymore I need to find out but I suppose that it is too late now I said no and I now have to live with the
consequences of my actions. Hi my name is Aurora Levantine and I was engaged to a Supervisory Special Agent at the BAU. He was quite an amazing guy, he was smart
and I mean really smart. He had an IQ of 187 and an eidetic memory. He could remember anything he would read and he would always ramble on about stuff that none
of his co-workers cared about. I always loved listening to his random facts…...maybe that is why we got along so well…...maybe that is why I fell in love Dr. Spencer Reid.
On the other hand maybe I fell in love with him because he was my childhood best friend that he never talked about because what we had was so special. He used to
always tell me "Rora you are an amazing girl and I will always be there for you." He could make me smile whenever I was down. He always knew when I needed a hug
or chocolate. Chocolate would always make me feel better no matter how down I was or no matter how much my step-father had beaten me that night. Chocolate
would be the emotional quick fix for me. That and Spence even after he went off to Cal-Tech, he would call me every day. You're probably sitting there wondering if I
cared so much about someone why didn't I marry him. Well that in its self is a very complicated subject. I couldn't marry him because I didn't believe he was good
enough for me. Who would want to marry me? I'm the screwed up girl whose father left her mother when she was 2 and whose step-father used her as a fucking
punching bag. Who would want to marry that? So one night when Spence was on a case I packed everything and left. Took all of our pictures and hid them I wanted to
make it as though I never existed in the first place because I never should have anyways. That was 3 years ago and to this day I always wonder what Spencer is
doing and if he has found someone to be happy with or if he is okay. Maybe he isn't a FBI agent anymore? Although I hardly doubt that sometimes I think he loved that
job more than he did me. I do hope he is doing okay. I guess I will never no because I have to deal with the consequences of my actions. The question that always
lingers in my mind more than any of the others is what I would do if I ever saw Dr. Spencer Reid again...
This is my first fanfiction. I have no idea if it is at all decent. I know it is a One-Shot but I would be willing to countinue if ya'll think I should. I would need a beta though cause my spelling and grammer sucks majorly. Please review. Its not that hard. Feedback is the greatest then you can give a author. Have a great day and god bless
-Duchess of Lantern Waste