Sorry for making a weird story, but I felt like writing about Petra a bit, though it's just drabbles and thoughts. I bet it's really confusing, haaaah, sorry! TT u TT;;
'Oh, please, don't think lowly of us, Eren. That's so embarrassing! Haaah! Oh, but Corporal Rivaille, he didn't think lowly of any of us. I can't believe it. He's a neat-freak and yet he still treated us as nicely as he could, and we had pissed ourselves! Corporal's not really a nice guy, but I know he's a sweetheart deep down. Ah, I really love him.'
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'He trusted us, good. Now all we have to do is protect him.'
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'It's just- I don't want to die. This job brings death, but we're not asking for it. We don't want to die. No, we just want this to end. No more titans, and the only way we can do that is by going out and learning more about them.'
Petra's thoughts were everywhere, she tried her best to concentrate, but she couldn't. She was going to die; she was trying to escape the female titan, to no avail.
'I can't die! Not like this! Not for him! Corporal, I-I want to see you. I know this is selfish, but... Gunter was slashed behind the neck, murdered, Erd was bitten apart, murdered, and now I-I'm going to die. Everyone's dead! I know, I know, trust in our team, trust in our corporal... but...'
Petra turned, staring behind her straight into the titan, 'what did he just say'. Suddenly, Petra let out a terrible shriek as her body was crushed in between the female titan and a tree. Blood gushed out of her mouth, and her internal organs were probably mush. It was sudden death. No way could she survive, and even if she did, she would be bleeding out, internally and externally, fast.
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'Now, here I am, crushed against a tree. How pitiful. Corporal Rivaille, I'm glad I could serve you. Ah, tears, yes here they come. I-I'm glad I could be your side within the time I could. Positive thinking, right, I'm going to get out of here. I'm going to be able to see you again, smile at you, continue on just for you. I hope Eren escaped, yes, then my comrades didn't die in vain. I didn't die in vain. Ah, positive thinking, whoops, I nearly forgot. What was that? Wait, yes, Rivaille, I served you proudly. You're a wonderful leader. Please, tell me I did good. Tell me I didn't fail you. Tell me I died a hero... please! Tell me sweet nothings... That's all I need! I know this is selfish, but I'm terribly desperate! I can't, I can't die alone! I want you by my side, cooing me sweet words! Please!...But of course, he won't come, it's too late. Sorry, Rivaille, I waited all those years we spent together, but I can't wait any longer. Guess I'm too impatient.'
