So this is where it ends?
Me here, dying over and over again?
Figures.
Of course it would end this way.
What other way was there?
...
He said he would come back.
He said he would save the world, the come back for me.
I should have known she was lying.
He only said she would come back, so I wouldn't worry.
Well, here I am, worried and dead.
...
Guess that little plan didn't work out for you, huh?
I can feel the cold ground beneath me,
Reminding me that I'm still here.
Still conscious.
Still breathing.
Still Dying.
...
Small droplets pitter around the ground.
Rain.
I scoff.
Of course there's rain.
There's always rain.
...
Scarlet red seeps from me.
Mixing with that godforsaken rain.
I struggle to let out a breath.
It comes out as a morbid chuckle.
Of course.
...
Of course he would leave me.
I never deserved him.
He has his light,
While I was only his shadow.
His Pain
His Hindrance.
...
Well I won't be his hindrance for much longer.
He will be free, and I will be…
Hmm…
I wonder what really happens after soul society?
Could it be a better place?
Just another Soul Society?
Are there Soul Societies after Soul Societies?
Oh well, guess I'll find out soon enough.
But…
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I can't help but let my mind wander.
What if I…Survived?
What if I told him that…
Maybe…
Oh no, that's stupid.
He would never want me.
Shouldn't get my hopes up.
Yet, how can't I?
I-I…
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I open my eyes.
Immediately darkness surrounds me.
They were better off closed.
But I can't close them.
Can't bring my self to give up.
And die.
...
I smile a little.
Of course.
I would never be able to rest while I know.
While I know he is still out there.
Fighting.
Even if it's not for me.
I don't care.
...
He must know.
Even if he doesn't return my feelings,
I need him to know.
...
Know that,
He will always be in my mind.
And my heart.
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How could I just sit here?
How could I be so weak?
...
My eyebrows furrow.
Yes…how could I be so weak?
My limbs scream as I try to move.
I ignore them.
I must survive.
...
I may be selfish, but I don't care anymore.
I want it.
Need it.
I need him.
I need him to know.
And I will fight for him.
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But…could I do it?
I stop, hunched over, in the middle of getting up.
Could I finally tell him?
...
A small light starts up in my heart.
And my smile comes back, even brighter.
...
Of course.
Hey there, Sierra here. Well, I cant actually tell you anything besides that I just got this idea in my head a few seconds before I started writing this. It's really just a little scene I think could play out in rukia's mind.
I mean COME ON!!
It could happen, right?
RIGHT?!
And hey, I must admit that I DO NOT like orihime, I mean she's nice and all, but if she ever end up will Ichigo, I will cry.
Sorry it's so short and kind of meaningless, but i was in that sort of mood.
SUE ME!!
Anyway, Review Please,
Even if you DIDN'T like it, I like flames, I can roast marsh mellows over them…
REVIEW!! (or else...)