Hi hi. I know I know. I'm starting to piss you off, right? I know there are so many stories I need to update, but sometimes I'm just lying in my bed and have a in my eyes interesting story plot and after thinking about it for a few minutes I'm not able to get it out of my head. That is what happened to me today. I NEEDED to write it down and I hope there will be a few people who are going to like what I've been thinking about the last 4 hours. Sounds similar to you? :)
Things you need to know:
There are just a few things which are different from the show. Sams mom died and therefore never asked her to come back. Brooke and Sams first meeting won't be in the store. Lucas is Brookes best friend and Julian and Brooke are already married and already know that they aren't able to have kids.
Ok.:)
Hey there,
my name is Samantha Walker. I'm 15 years old and homeless. I've been in many foster families but they always gave up on me. What can I say? I'm a bitter person. What do they expect from me? My mother comitted suicide when I was nine and my brother is a murderer. You think your lives are hard? Well, maybe we should switch our lives. Try to live one day in mine and you are going to realize that the majority of you is better off than me.
I'm going to Tree Hill High. My teachers name is Haley Scott. She is nice and it seems like she really likes me and my writing, but she doesn't know anything about my life. All this articles I've written so far are fake. My latest one was about a girl who got everything she ever wished for after someone has gotten her out of her hell hole. Yeah...how I wish I was her. This girl in my story. This girl who got lucky in the end.
We can't always get what we want. This is something we have to live with. If my life is suppost to stay that way then I have to accept it. I rather stay alone then being abadoned again. I have enough of this sh!t.
Sam
Brooke sighed. She looked out of the window and watched as a family of 4 got into their car in front of her store. Two parents. A girl and a boy. Brooke smiled sadly. She had to live with the fact that she'd never be able to have kids on her own. While all her friends were moving on with their lives she seemed to be the only one who didn't get any further with her life.
She felt alone. She felt helpless.
Yeah, she had Julian and she loved him so much, but every time she saw young, beautiful women running around with their kids, she could feel the hole in her heart. She felt like something was missing. She felt the desire of knowing what it was like to throw up every morning, feel her child inside of her and spending many nights in the nursery looking at her baby...a baby she would never have.
She was supposed to have that. She deserved it...she deserved it like any other woman, but she couldn't have it. Why?
We can't always get what we want. This is something we have to live with. If her life was suppost to be childless she had to accept it.
Sam walked through the park and could see the building of her school appearing in front of her. The only place where she didn't feel alone. She didn't have any good friends or something, but she had many people to talk with. That had to be enough. Who'd want to be her friend anyway? She was different.
She looked at her watch. 10 pm. It was dark when she walked onto the parking lot of the school. There it was: This old car which has been untouched for three years. Sam was never able to figure out whos car it was. She walked closer and kicked the trunk. The door opened and she crawled inside. She could smell the old leather seats and cigarettes. Her cigarettes. She had gotten used to this smell and kind of loved it. This was her home now. A small car standing in the parking lot of her school. She needed to fall asleep soon. She had to be awake before school started. No one was supposed to find out about her life. Her pain. Her misery. Her loneliness.
The only thing she was glad for in that very moment was the fact that it was a warm, chilly evening. At least she wouldn't be freezing.
I know. This one was very short. But I need to know what you guys think at first. Why should I work my ass off if no one wants to read it?^^ So please review and tell me if you want me to continue this. Story or author alerts are always great, but I like reviews much better, so PLEASE let me know what you think! PLEASE