Title: Sakura Drops Author: Chase-chan aka Takada Saiko Disclaimers: I don't own Tokyo Babylon. I don't own Sei-chan (I don't think I'd want to.. That could get interesting.) I don't own Suba-chan (*goes off to sob for a while* I don't own any of them, and I don't own the song which belongs to Utada Hikaru. *bows* Arigatou A/N: Oro. ANNA!! How did she talk me into this? This is a dare that she gave me last night. I found the song "Sakura Drops" the other day and then found the lyrics translated, and thought, "wow! This would make a very good Suba/Sei fic!" I don't usually write shonen ai. It's just not my thing, but a dare is a dare. AND HE'S MINE! SO SEI-CHAN CAN'T HAVE HIM ANYWAY! *Glomps Subaru protectively* Oh, and also, I have only read through TB 1-4 and X 1-7 and 15, so if I get minor details wrong.. *glares* And this is added later... I have seen quite a few of the eps.thanks to Sara! Thanks Sara ^^

Sakura Drops

Sumeragi Subaru dropped to his knees before the Sakura Barrow in the pouring rain. He reached a shaky, gloved hand out toward it, and then fell short. "Doshite?" he whispered brokenly. "Doshite, Seishirou-san.?"
koi o shite owari o tsugeru

chikau koto wa: kore ga saigo no heartbreak

sakurasae kaze no naka de yurete

yagate hana o sakasu yo

Fall in love and the end comes near

The promise is: this my last heart break

in the wind the cherry blossoms sway

and they'll eventually bloom
"Subaru-kun? What are you doing here?" Subaru turned. "Seishirou-san!" "I didn't expect to see you," the Sakurazukimori said with a smile. "Not that I don't enjoy your presence." He paused. "Why are you here, Subaru-kun?" "I. don't know." "Just wanted to see my face?" Seishirou asked with a pleasant smile. Subaru blushed. "That's not it! I just.." Seishirou was right next to him before he knew what was going on. The elder man had a hand against the boy's cheek, causing the green-eyed youth's blush to deepen. "You what, Subaru-kun?" Seishirou asked quietly. "I wanted to see the place where Hokuto-chan fell."

furidashita natsu ame ga

namida no yoko o kayotta zuutto

omoide to dabururu eizou

aki no dorama no saihousou

The summer rain

passed by my tears

a vision crosses over a memory

a drama series from last autumn

"I'm hurt, Subaru-kun! You don't want to see me?" Subaru seemed to think for a moment. "No," he whispered. "You killed my nee-chan. I. I hate you, Seishirou-san!"

doushite onaji youna panchi

nando mokuracchaunda

sorede momata tatakau ndarou

sore ga inochi no fushigi

Why do I always get punched

in the same sort of way

but I guess I'm going to fight again

coz that's the wonder of life

"Ah! You cut your hair!" Seishirou changed the subject. "It looks very nice on you." He brushed his fingers along the newly cut hair. Subaru shivered and pulled away. "Don't touch me!"
koi o shite subete sasage

negau koto wa: kore ga saigo no heartbreak

sakurasae toki no naka de yurete

yagate hana o sakasu yo

kurekaesu kisetsu no naka de

Fall in love, Put everything into it

what I wish for is: This is the last Heart break

even cherry blossoms sway in time

and they eventually bloom

in the seasons which repeats itself

Seishirou smiled at the teen. "I'm hurt, Subaru-kun! Will you not let me near you?" Tears began to fall down Subaru's face. "You killed Hokuto-chan.. After all we'd been through! Didn't you care?" The Sakurazukimori shrugged. "You two were my entertainment for the year. Playtime was over and it was time to get down to business."

koi o shite subete sasage

negau koto wa : kore ga saigo no hearbreak

sakurasae kaze no naka de yurete

yagate hana sakasu yo

Fall in love and the end comes near

The promise is: this my last heart break

in the wind the cherry blossems sway

and they'll eventually bloom

The tears that he had attempted to hold back joined the others that were cascading down the teen's face. "Seishirou-san." Seishirou looked board. "What do you want from me? Some sort of emotion? Some sort of caring?" He stopped and watched Subaru. The boy was crumpled on the ground, staring up with eyes showing a mix of hurt, betrayal, and something he'd never suspected Subaru could harbor: hate.

kurikaesu kisetsu no naka de

kutsu ga surihetteku motto

In seasons that repeat over

my shoes keep wearing away

"Ne, Subaru-kun, you look so much cuter when you smile." "Leave," Subaru growled through his tears. Seishirou knelt down next to him and placed a hand on his shoulder. "Ne, you really hate me that much, Subaru-kun?" "Yes."

kata no chikara nuite

kako ha dokokani shimatteoke

kokokara sou tookunaidarou

mitakotomo nai keshiki Relax my shoulders

put away your past somewhere

it shouldn't be so far from here

a place I've never seen before

Seishirou pulled Subaru forward suddenly, catching him off guard. The teen let out a startled gasp as he felt himself falling forward. "Seishirou-san!" "Is this what you would have preferred?" Seishirou whispered. "Something like this?" He looked down and smiled when he saw Subaru blushing madly. "Or this?" Subaru didn't realize that the Sakurazukimori was kissing him until it was too late. His green eyes went wide and he stared in shock. He relaxed for a moment in the other's arms, but then suddenly tensed and pulled back. "Yamate! Dame, Seishirou-san!" "And why would you want me to do that?"

tomaranai mune no itami

korede motto kimi ni chikazukitaiyo

hitomawari shite ha modori

aoi sora wo zutto kasaguri My heart ache that doesn't stop

I hope I can get closer to you

I go around and then back

I feel my way in the blue sky all the time

"You killed Hokuto-chan! I could never." "Of course you couldn't, Subaru-kun," Seishirou answered. "But you can't let go of either of us, and that, my Subaru-kun, is why you will always be miserable. I, on the other hand, don't feel a thing for either of you. I feel neither happy nor sad, and that leaves me in a state where I CAN'T be miserable." That said, he stood and started off. "Seishirou-san!" Subaru called. The Sakurazukimori turned. "We are enemies now, Subaru-kun. I'll see you again." In 1999, he finished to himself, and disappeared in a swirl of sakura drops.

koi wo shite owari wo tsuge

chigau koto ha: korega saisho no Good Day

sakura made kaze no nakade

yurete sooto kimi ni te wo nobasuyo

I fall in love and the end comes along

the difference is : this is the first good day

even the cherry blossoms in the wind

waves around and reaches for you

Sumeragi Subaru took his gloves off and placed a bare hand against the tree. "I promise you, nee-chan, I will have revenge for your death." And this, dear nee-chan, will be my last heart break. He stood and started off, the stars on his hands glowing in the darkness.

kore ga saigo no heartbreak
And that's it! *bows* My first (and hopefully last, if I get hooked on shonen ai I blame you Anna-chan! You know how I get!) shonen ai. It had to be a SubaruxSei-chan. It was only appropriate. And it's sooooooo sad when Sei-chan dies in the anime! *goes off to cry*