I never used to think much of it before everything happened. The first time I felt it was when I was sixteen. This new feeling was weird it made me want to smile it made me want to cry and made me think of everyone out there that I love and are longing to see. This felling was something that I couldn't describe what it was? Was it happiness? Was it longing? Was it sadness? Was it all of these together. I truly won't know I just know that it made me realise one thing there is something more in life.

Chapter 1

My life is average never changed nothing exciting has ever happened in this little town called James everyone knows everyone and everyone goes to the same high school and if someone dies the whole town goes. The only high school here is called knights of James named after some guy back in the ancient days who won a war and became famous. My mums calling my name I've always hated my name Taylor Rose it's so basic I wish it was a something for just girls like Britney or even just rose its self but no its just Taylor Rose. As I got up I looked at my mirror hanging beside my bed I've always hated my wavy dark brown hair with my hazel green eyes and tanned colour skin it never obeys when I want it too like right now its frizzy and needs a wash but I have to hurry down to our dinner with the Jenkins.

I've always admired Mr Jenkins with his witty sense of humour and sophisticated accent and also he's good looks, I think that's where Rob gets his striking good looks and wittiness from. Looking at his mum he has heaps of the same features like light hazel green eyes just lighter than mine with light blond hair from mum and overall good looks from both parents he was a very handsome young man altogether, but me and Rob have been close since we were young actually when they first moved to James from Stallings I was the first person to become Robs friend but not like now he has many friends he is very popular now with all the girls wanting him. "Hi Taylor" Rob says "How are you" "Good" I reply but not asking the same. My mum comes in "you've come out of your cave Taylor bear" that's my nickname she's called me since I was young never liked it. "Well teas ready everyone, where's Harry" mum says "Oh he had a school play to rehearse" Miss Jenkins Replies. "Oh that's good of him he's stated your school now aye Taylor bear his growing big now just like his older brother. "Rob" gives her a not so enthusiastic smile" When you guys go home take some food and pudding for him and tell him we said hi, and sorry but Liam isn't going to make it either he has to finish some work at the office" Dad's always coming home late he isn't finishing work he's at the pub with some mates but mum only wants me and her to know that. "That's fine'' Mr Jenkins says " "a man needs to bring home the bacon" "So Taylor" he says "Robert told me your taking art and paint some seriously good pieces of art ''" Oh you said that Robert? I wouldn't call them seriously good pieces of art more like mucking around doddles". "Well from what Robert has told me you're pretty talented. I would love to see one sometime". "Well thank you Mr Jenkins your be welcome to see my 'doddles' any time''. "How much times have I told you just call me Cory. After tea me and Rob were on dishes duty which gave us some time to talk we haven't been talking since I started dating Phoenix. "So how's football going" I ask "Good I'm so glad I started playing it really bops up you popularity points"." How has dating Phoenix been''? He said he's name with slight disgust. Rob and Phoenix sort of don't get along after Rob slept with Phoenix ex-Girlfriend Maya. Well that's what Rob said, and then Phoenix went out with me after he dumped Maya, Rob best friend. "Good" I reply "I've never felt so good". Rob looked at me and his tough laid back attitude it changed and he looked at me and said" Why are you breaking my heart? You know I hate this guy but you went out with him anyway. If you knew some of the stuff I knew that he does you wouldn't be saying what you just said" "Stop" I tell him. "Phoenix does nothing wrong and he's good to me, just because you guys don't like each other doesn't mean I won't still like you as a friend and love Phoenix" wow I've never said it out loud that I love him and I wish I didn't say it out loud in front of Rob. "Rob looked at me in Disgust I've known you Most of your life and you say you like me and love that idiot when you guys have basically just met each other and I've known you for ever. Just at that moment my mum walked in' 'what's all this yelling?" "Nothing" I said then Rob quickly said "I was just leaving".