I Miss you

Chapter 1

Santana POV

When I look in her eyes all I see is an endless blue ocean of love. I don't know how I deserve her but I'm so glad she's mine, yesterday, today, tomorrow and forever. As I hear her voice sweetly saying that she loves me my world seems perfect, atleast for now. I'll never be able to describe that feeling, it's just... unbelievable beautiful, more than words could ever describe ,you know. Just a short silence moment after I responsed that it isn't possible to love her more than I do and always did, the doorbell rings.

"I'll go before you kill whoever this is"

I hear her saying with a laugh. She's totally right, I would clearly go all Lima hights on whoever this is for interrupting that moment. I freeze as I hear the voice of my abuela.

"Is Santana here? I need to talk to her."

"No and even if she was i don't think that she wants to see you or talk to you!"

Brittany says with a voice that doesn't tolerate any dissent. You can only imagine how glad i am that she's here right now, i don't think that i could handle that alone. Suddenly it sounds like the door closed. Is she gone? I hope so.

"Santana?"

Oh no, she's still there.

"A-Abuela? What are you doing here? I thought...you never wanted to see me again."

I say trying to hide my uncertainty. After what for me felt like three years she answers what I never expected to hear out of her mouth

"I'm here to apologize"... " Your moms death really opened my eyes to how easy you can lost someb..."

"WAIT! MY MOMS WHAT?"

I hope that this is just a cruel joke but I can read in her face that it's not. I never believed on all these one-moment-can-destroy-your-world crap in movies but that's totally how I'm feeling right now. I feel a tear falling down my cheek while waiting the worst time ever for her answer. As I feel Brittanys arms around my waist keeping me safe in her embrace I start to relax.

"The-They didn't tell you? It was yesterday evening..."

It was real, I'm not dreaming and she is not joking, in the opposite she is deadly serious. My mom is dead.

"H-How?..."

I choke out before bursting out in tears while Brittany is just holding me...like a lifebelt when you are drowning.