A Triquel of Worthless Soul and Back Again

Hopes and Regrets

Disclaimer: I DO NOT OWN THE SONG AND LCDO

Song: Goodbye Days by YUI

"Never heard of him, sorry, " the door closed slowly and ended with a 'click' in front of me. The tears that had once dried up formed again. I could feel its coldness as it trailed down my pale cheeks. The once burning desire had now turned into a dim candle light at the corner of a dark hopeless room.

Dakara ima ai ni yuku sou kimetan da
Poketto no kono kyoku wo kimi ni kikasetai

Sotto voryuumu wo agete tashikamete mita yo

So I'll go to you now, I've made up my mind
I want to play you the song in my pocket

I quietly turned up the volume to make sure

I wanted to give up. I wanted to break down and cry. I wanted to let go of everything. I wanted to live a normal peaceful life, with Kazuki by my side.
But I don't know if I could find him. I don't know if I could actually meet him. I don't know if we could actually make up.
I know it's worth trying. I know we could finally meet up. I know we were meant for each other. I know that we both have the same destination. Which is to meet each other.

Oh good-bye days
Ima kawaru ki ga suru
Kinou made ni so long
Kakko yokunai yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
~With you

Oh good-bye days
I feel like things are changing now
So long yesterday and before
I have a clumsy tenderness by my side
~With you

As time goes by, things change, people change, I change, you change. I wonder if your style of playing the trumpet changes. Well, I guess so, things do change, don't they?

Katahou no iyafon wo kimi ni watasu
Yukkuri to nagarekomu kono shunkan

Umaku ai sete imasu ka? Tama ni mayou kedo

I pass you one earphone
And in that moment, it plays slowly

I am I loving you right? Sometimes I get confused

A series of melody started playing in front of me. A trumpet. Yes. It's so familiar. Could it be Kazuki? No. As things change, people change. Am I not right?
But it were Kazuki, I should have known. The thought ran acros my mind, do I actually love you?

Oh good-bye days
Ima kawarihajimeta mune no oku alright
Kakko yokunai yasashisa ga soba ni aru kara
~With you

Oh good-bye days
Now what's in my heart has begun to change, alright
I have a clumsy tenderness by my side
~With you

I began to walk towards the source of the sound.
"On Wings of Song" I knew that piece. He played it once, didn't he?

Dekireba kanashii omoi nante shitakunai
Demo yatte kuru desho?
Sono toki egao de
Yeah hello! My friend nante sa
Ieta nara ii noni...

I don't want to have sad thoughts if I can help it
But they're bound to come, right?
When they do, I'll smile and say
Yeah hello! I hope I can call you
My friend...

I wish that whoever is playing that trumpet was Kazuki. I don't want to have sad thoughts if I can help it. But if it were you, we could make up again. We could talk to each other again. We could share our feelings. We could play Gavotte together... Even if we could not be like what we were before, at least let me call you my friend.

Onaji uta wo kuchizusamu toki
Soba ni ite I wish
Kakko yokunai yasashisa ni aete yokatta yo

When we sing the same song
Be by my side, I wish
I'm glad I found that clumsy tenderness

...Good-bye days

...Good-bye days

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