ok my first story on here so yeah review and all that stuff please it's going to be a story with like 4 chapters that lead in to a lemon so yeah
i don't own supernatural or dean and sam if i did they would never leave there bedroom.;)
yada yada yada u all know the rest
How could this happen think Sam he would never leave him? Yet here he stood in an empty motel room. Early that day him and dean got in to a big fight about castiel and the seals. But it wasn't first time dean and him had fought and most likely not the last time either but for him to leave me like this thought Sam. How could he! He was spouse to be my big brother. Always they're for me when I needed him. But now the only person he trusted so completely was gone. Sam slowly walked over to his bed and sat down having memories flash in his head of when dean had died and gone to hell leaving Sam all alone. He had started to drink more, and well became like dean. It broke him so much when he died. He was too late to stop it then and was to stubborn to see it coming now. Sam was afraid he was going to lose him self like last time with no one to find him and bring him back to him self. Sam started to cry softly but it soon picked up to the point of him shaking. Sam was so busy crying curled up in a ball to notice the door open and dean walk in. dean knew he shouldn't have token off like that but he was so mad then. now the whole fight seemed pointless. So to apologize he got Sam his favorite food for dinner and a 6 pack of bud. As dean set the food down he heard someone crying he turned around only to be meet with the site of his 23 year old 6 foot 4 brother curled up on his bed crying like he was 5 again. Dean made his way over to Sam a look of sham on his face for making his Sammy act like this. He sat down on the bed next to Sam. He slowly rube soothing circles on his back to get him to calm down like he did when they where younger. Sam felt the soothing movement and looked up to see dean next to him. He set up and hugged dean for dear life scared that this was some kind of trick. After awhile of just sitting there dean-holding Sammy as his crying turned to small sobs. Sam sat up looking dean in the eyes and punching him square in the face. Anger filling Sam to the brink. " What the hell was that for," yelled dean slightly rubbing his jaw. " I can't take this shit dean. I just can't you're here one minute then your storming of some where. Leaving me alone by my-self wondering if your coming back or not. Then you do come back and the next day your gone again." Yelled Sam shaking again with so many emotions anger, sadness, pain and even love. " Sammy why out of all the time we fought are you acting all pmsing now," yelled / asked dean. " Because I thought you left me for good. Do you know what I was like when you where gone? I was a mess dean a big fucking mess. Your not spouse to leave me dean your spouse to stay and make sure I'm okay. Your spouse to make sure I don't go back to that dark path I was on. HELL DEAN I LOVE YOU OK" Sam said yelling the last part. Dean stood shocked glued to his place as sam looked away. Cleraly wanting that to stay a secert. Dean just looked at him thought's and feelings swirling in his head. He loves me. I mean really loves me. I can't belive it. dean thought. " will you say something please, hit me, yell at me just do something" said sam. " I don't know what to think sammy. My little brother just confessed his love to me. It's not like this has happened before." Said dean moving a little closer to sam. " yeah well look I'll go if you want me to?" " WHAT no sam I don't want you to go." "but I thought you'd be disscussted by the idea of me being in love will you" " sammy I don't know what to think just give me some time to think k" dean said in a low voice. " fine "
tbc